Hanna Kroeger Sermons - Part 2

Hanna Kroeger Sermons - Part 2

Hanna 9-6-12 “Living Water”

In the remote deserts of Southwestern United States temperatures sore up to 120 degrees. The earth cracks. The isolated area has sagebrush parched and ugly. But in this isolated are you find houses. You ask how can people live here? Deep under the dry crust is water, pure beautiful water, and people tapped it. As long as they have water, they can live. Because they are tapped into that precious source of life, which flows beneath the visible surface, people can survive in the desert.

In terms of our spiritual survival, in terms of our ultimate fulfillment, we have to discover that precious source of life that lies deep within our souls. We have to tap that precious source of life which Jesus describes as Living Water. John 4-10

Jesus said the water that I shall give, you will never thirst. He also said because a spring of water welling up could be compared to eternal life.

Biology teaches us that man is the most adaptable of all living creatures. Man has fought extinction, survived, and developed by changing an unhealthy environment to a healthy one. These are astonishing facts but more so the rapid development of each individual life.

Hanna 9-7-12 Matthew 18-21

Lord, how often must I forgive my brother if he wrongs me? As we get older, we easily forget things. The reason is a great deal that it is unimportant to us. It does not matter if you have butter in the house or not. There is a saying “forgive and forget”. This is a wrong advice, forgetting is not forgiving. Forgetting is an action of the mind, forgiving is an action of the soul. Forgiveness is a miracle of grace, however, you do not need a miracle to forget something.

Apostle Peter asked, “Lord, how often must I forgive my brother if he wrongs me? As many as seven times? And the answer was not 7 times but 70 times 7 times. Jesus’ emphasis could not be stronger. He points out the importance of total forgiveness. That means God allows us to place no limits on the practice of mercy and forgiveness. The kingdom of God is built on a foundation of mercy and forgiveness.

There came the question – is Jesus’ teaching too demanding? He teaches us that we are not only to stop hating but start loving. Jesus teaches us that having been hurt, it's not enough to let the matter drop, we have to forgive the offender. It is not enough to say I forgive you. We must mean what we say and go on to prove it with action.

A man was not too kind to his old ailing mother. She died alone in a nursing home and he had not visited her for a long time. After her death remorse se in. Very strong remorse and he did not sleep or eat or work. A friend visited him (a really good friend). He said I know a lonesome old lady, why don’t you go and visit her once in a while. Reluctantly, the man went and became comforted and the grief left him slowly.

Forgiveness is an action of the soul. In the Lord’s prayer, it says “forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us”. There is the Key! In the amount, we forgive others for trespassing our road, for hurting us, for slanting us, in the same amount our trespasses are whipped out by God. This tremendous order from Christ “to forgive” is in no other religion.

An eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth is so often practiced. In the East, witchcraft curses and satanic forces are called upon us. The religion of Islam allows curses for 2 generations to come. Africa teaches voodoo without remorse. When it comes to forgiveness it is not forgetfulness. It is different, it is an act of the soul.

When tragedy hits a family, let us say one of the children is born with a mental disease. The parents cannot forgive, even to appoint that they turn against religion. To a point that they make fun of those that go to church. Forgiveness is needed here. The soul of the parents has to open to a higher level and find light through forgiveness.

In the Bible, the story of the second son who ran away into darkness. He decided to come home and the father opened both arms and welcomed him, and forgave all trespasses. From now on, as we say our Lord’s prayer, let us not forget but forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. Action is the only way to do it.

July 27

Once upon a time, a government surveyor brought his equipment to a farm. He called on the farmer and asked permission to go into one of the fields and take readings. The farmer objected thinking it could be that the government wanted to make a highway through his field. The surveyor produced an official document which said that he did not need permission from the farmer, that he had authority. The farmer opened the gate for the surveyor and went to the other side of the field to open a gate. One of his fiercest bulls came charging. Seeing the bull, the surveyor dropped his equipment and began to run. He could hear the farmer shouting, show “him” the paper, show “him” your authority. There is a difference between authority and power. They have different meanings. When Jesus speaks, he speaks with authority and power. Jesus' teaching in a synagogue was a teaching of authority.

Mark 1-22 reports a man with an unclean spirit cried out. What have you to do with us? Jesus of Nazareth “have you come to destroy us then?” I know who you are, the Holy One of God. This man was a dark force possessed but through the power, he changed and said you are the Holy One of God. The man in this Gospel story serves as a witness to Christ’s presence in the Word. If the kingdom of God is at hand, then the unclean diabolic forces are overthrown and the world is ruled by new wisdom, a new authority, a new power, and Jesus our Lord gives us the power to live accordingly.

Lord, teach us to pray. We talk a lot about prayer and the importance of prayer. We have to understand prayer. We have to understand the importance of praying, the necessity to pray, the kind of prayer, morning and nights, and often in between. We place trust and hope in prayer as the ultimate problem solver and it is a problem solver. Again and again, I asked our Lord, Jesus teach me to pray, just as this apostle did. When mornings and nights, Klaus and I go to the sanctuary we ask, Lord what should we pray for, where is help needed, how can we help through prayer? Often times, we expect too much from prayer. We want instant results. We point to the saying of Christ, “Ask and you shall receive”, and when the instant result is not coming, you begin to wonder and doubt. Jesus said “Hallowed be your name”, which means your name Father is Holy. With the Lord’s prayer, you walk to the core of your prayer petition “Hallowed be thy name”.

You step from the mundane world into the Holy world. The Holy world is creative. The Holy world is within us. We have to remove the curtain to see the inner world. Hallowed by thy name.

A true story: A young girl dreamed to become an obstetrician. Finally, she had her license and went to a picnic – a car accident – paralysis. No more future dream. She prayed. Her prayer was answered. A leading surgeon came to her and asked her “would you like to work with me”? I’ll build a ramp and you can operate from your chair transplanting tendons and repairing muscles. She became a highly skilled surgeon and from her 2 hands have become the 10 fingers of God. Our Father who art in Heaven hallowed be thy name.

#1 - Listen to Your Own Voice

To Recognize Who We Are!

A man had forgotten to make a memo for himself to leave on his desk for the next day. He could not sleep and could not go back. Finally, took his telephone and called his office and left a message on the recorder. “Call the photographer, call the dentist”.

Having done this, he went to sleep.

The next morning in the office, he saw the red light on showing there was a phone message. There was a strange voice he had never heard before “Call a photographer, call the dentist. He did not recognize his own voice. Who is this?

Then he recognized his voice. Listen to your own voice. Take a look in the mirror. Ask “Who is THIS? Who IS this? Then try to recognize who you really are.

A masterpiece of God’s creation?

A beloved child of God?

An heir to God’s kingdom of love?

A believer in Jesus Christ, that your life is meaningful?

A disciple of God?

Jesus said “Go therefore and make disciples of all nations. Teaching them to observe all I have commanded you. Go teach them, that they are a unique masterpiece of creation. Go teach them that they are the beloved children of God. Go teach them that their lives are meaningful. Go teach them to serve Jesus our Lord that the light of God shines over this beautiful earth.

#2 - Bad Habits

A woman had 2 bad habits. One was that she was always late to church. And the 2nd was that she always bought more clothes than she needed. One morning after church, this woman offered a ride to an elderly man crippled with arthritis. She had watched this man for several weeks how painfully he bobbled down the street. The man accepted the offer, it was a two-mile ride. The man invited her to his dwelling. She saw that he had little food, no family, and a bare apartment.

Here the women decided to pick him up on Sunday 15 minutes earlier to take him to church. She did not buy new clothing anymore but made his living quarters more comfortable. Almost a year after she got a note from the pastor telling her of the man’s death. She was the only person that attended the funeral.

#3 -Spiritual Healing

Spiritual Healing is unlike any other method of healing because it does not depend on any stimulation of the sensory organs. Spiritual Healing does not require any emotional upheaval and therefore it does not require any drugs or medicines. The only thing that is required is that the one who desires to be healed open themselves for that healing. (Heart palpitations = Magnesium need)

In the case of the XXXX daughter who had died or was unconscious, we say she was incapable to perform the act of cooperation. However, the Centurian coming to Jesus had performed that act for her. So when Jesus healed he stretched out the hand. He did so because there in the crowd was someone who was ready to be healed and while this person was healed others were healed also because spiritual healing is contagious. James 5, 14-15

We have to realize that the same power that Jesus used to transmute the water into wine and to multiple the loaves of bread, and the fishes that 5000 could be fed, and then they gathered 12 basketfuls of left arm (?).

We have to realize that the same universal power that Jesus used to transform and transmute is yours also because Jesus said, “This and more you can do in my name”. We are permitted to take from this infinite power of the universe. This power to transform the negative conditions on your body is called sickness and transmute it into health. The Divine Law of Healing is a transmutation of substances.

If a savage from the jungle world came to our house and you would ask him to put out the light, he would break the lamp because he would not know that there is a switch he could pull. Aren’t we somewhat like this savage? We recognize that there is a tremendous spiritual power surrounding us and our planet. But we do not have the knowledge to operate, we do not know how to turn the switch. This power can heal us, protect us, further us in our knowledge and our life. We have to learn the laws of the universe before can use these divine powers for manifestation.

#4 - The American Indians

The American Indians have a mountain with 8 stepping stones. As you walk in the principles of light you will be permitted to try another layer. The layers are as tall as I am, and the Indians have to purify their liver to even try it. Of course, it is a symbolic action but a lesson for all of us. As we walk the path of life, we must know what we want. We have to set a goal for ourselves. The student on the path has to have an absolute goal, a desire which is a propelling force, an activation force.

This is just a page from m new book – the Western man has 9 chakras. The Western man inspires and feeds these chakras by singing, by devotion, by action. The American Indians have 8 chakras and feed them by dreaming, circle dancing, and sweat bath (lodge).

The Eastern have 7 chakras, that are fed by meditation, mandram (?) and cross-legged sitting.

Not one is better than the other. There are many roads to God. And all are good, and all can be used successfully if the heart finds the road to God. Stay with it. Not one is a shortcut to the Divine. God said there is no shortcut. In the beginning, I said “as soon as you find the will of God in your life, you have to put it into action. There is the difference, someone with 7 chakras does not have to release its God-filled heart into action. He will find God by meditation and his road to Nirvana can be accomplished by meditation and relaxation alone. We have it harder, much harder. We have to act that our brother, our fellow man, will have the necessities of life, physically and spiritually.

5 - Auric Body

We have very little knowledge about the anatomy of the auric body. It is called occult anatomy. I am glad to share with you the little bit I know. To me, it is important because by balancing the chakras, by helping to _____________________-, it is possible to heal a condition of the physical body which otherwise cannot be healed. The Western man has 9 chakras, not 7. This is the fundamental difference between East and West. The healing techniques and the occult knowledge of the East has to be adjusted to the Western man. Our “____” are different. The flow of energy is different. The life force circulates differently. In short, as we start healing on the soul level, we better acknowledge these facts.

Here is a picture of the occult anatomy of the Eastern man.

There are two pictures of the Western man showing the seats of the Energy Transformers, the chakras.

We thank God that our gracious creator guides us and keeps us. We invite the heavenly _____. We invite the little people. We invite the souls in need. We invite Jesus.

There was a little boy. He hated prunes. His mother loved prunes and so prunes were more often on the menu than he liked. Every time he fussed about it, his mother said “what would Jesus say? What will God do if you do not empty your plate?”

One evening he had enough. He had 2 prunes left but he was not about to eat them. All persuasion did not help. The mother said, “now you go to bed, you are naughty!” A little later a storm came up. The rain mashed against the windows, lightning came down and it was windy. The mother was afraid the boy was fearful so she went up to comfort him. The boy was standing in his nighty at the window and said, “what a fuss about 2 prunes”!

I say the same thing, what a fuss about an old prune. Personally, I am mighty thankful to God that he took away my job in the store. Rudolph needs me more than ever. We will have a full house this Summer. I have to finish my books and we will have our hands full to overflowing this Summer. What a fuss about me? I have served without asking a dime for 32 and a half years. Our Lord said, “I give you another job, you have served enough.”

Notes on the backside of the last page –

That all is a lie you see on the way of the ____________. I always use a stainless steel pendulum.

The woman had Salmonella as they stated in the accusation.

The child died already of pneumonia of course. The mother has to have an alibi.

The baby that could not walk

#7 - Caterpillars & Dogs

A biologist was conducting an experiment with caterpillars. He took a flower pot containing a plant. On the rim, he placed caterpillars on caterpillars. These creatures encircled the pot going nowhere, following the leader until they fell off from exhaustion. So narrow was their vision that not one broke off to eat from the plant.

Let us break away from the routine of commercialism. Let us break away from the route that goes nowhere. And we can do it because we have seen we have experiences like Christ, the Christ light in us.

Who believes in me, believes not in me but believes in him who sent me. And he who SEES me sees Him who sent me. I am emphasizing the word SEE him.

A shepherd was in the field, his dog right next to him, and a rabbit passed by, and with a little “yip yip”, the dog chased the rabbit. Soon other dogs followed. It was quite the sight to see the dogs running. Soon one by one the dogs fell away, only the shepherd’s dog kept running. Why was this dog so persistent? Because he has seen the rabbit and the other dogs had just followed blindly.

It is important to experience God within. To see the light, to follow this light is up to you, but once you are in the path you cannot change.

#8 - Wally boy

Nine-year-old Wally boy was in the 2nd grade when most children his age were 4th graders. He was big for his age, a clumsy fellow, a slow learner. He was well-liked by his classmates because he always defended the weaker kids.

The annual Christmas play was scheduled. Because of his size, he was asked to be the Innkeeper. During the rehearsal, Wally was instructed to be firm with Joseph, who would be asking for lodging. All worked out as scheduled. When Joseph knocked on the door of the inn, Wally was ready. He flung the door open and asked, “what do you want?”. Joseph replied, “We seek lodging.” “Seek it elsewhere”, Wally said in a firm voice. There is no room in the inn. “Please” Joseph pleaded, “Please, this is my wife Mary. She is with child and so tired.”. Wally was instructed to say, “No place, be gone!”. The couple turned. Seeing Wally’s eyes filled with tears, “Don’t go, he pleaded, don’t go, you have my room.”.

The play seemed to be ruined. Was it ruined? Not in my eyes. “Jesus, our Lord, you can have my room.”

From Bethlehem’s crib, God invites us to share in His very life. To be one with him, the Almighty. In order to accept God’s invitation, we must follow Jesus’ example in doing the Father’s works.

Jesus said to his disciples, “The son of man came not to be served but to serve., and he gave them the key that opened the door to understanding the greatness of God. A story which touched my heart deeply is the following –

Puccini, the composer of Tosca, Madam Butterfly, and others became very ill. However, he continued to write and compose Turandot. His student asked him to rest and he said will never finish it. Puccini answered, if I cannot finish it, you, my students can do it.” Two days later he passed away and as he predicted the students finished it.

The first performance of Turandot was in 1926. It was brilliant, superb, a masterpiece.

Our blessed Master Jesus came to this world to do his father’s work. Before Jesus left, he asked his friends to carry on and move his works toward completion.

A single candle lit can light a thousand candles more and never lose the glow with which it started. Long before and likened unto this world be the love our Lord has shown. His ever-glowing love is still the greatest list that’s known.

May the true spirit of Christmas resound in our hearts. May our faith respond to the Christmas message. May we open the door and say Jesus, our Lord, I have a room for you, take my heart.

In the beginning, was the word and the word was with God and the Word was God, and the Word became flesh and dwelt among us.

Glory to God in the highest and on earth, peace among men.

#9 - Mark 4-40 – A Matter of Trust

Why are you so terrified? Why are you lacking faith? We have to trust. A story is told of a clergyman and a bus driver. They arrived together at the gate to heaven. An angel gave the clergyman a plain white gown and a wooden halo. The bus driver was dressed in shiny luxurious material and received a beautiful reception. The clergyman asked why does the bus driver get suck exquisite treatment? The angel opened the big book and said, “there it is written when the clergyman talked to people on Sunday morning, everyone was half asleep. But when the bus driver was driving, everybody prayed.

Why are you so terrified? Why don’t you trust? The most important decision in your life is your decision to believe and trust in God, the creator who made you. You must make this step all by yourself. No one can do it for you. Sometimes an incident will start this trust and it will grow and grow, like a mustard seed.

In my religion, _______ was a cartoon. A man and wife were leaving the church. At the door, they stopped. It was a very interesting sermon. We will not be here. We will be in another church for a second opinion. It is not an opinion, not a second option if a trust in God you are searching. It is the light within you, it is the angel speaking over and over, “trust Him, trust God, trust Our Lord Jesus”. And it is easier for all of us to strengthen this trust. If you trust, you have power.

Imagine someone you do not trust as your marriage partner, your business associate, your family, your co-worker. What a terrible life that must be.

Beyond love is trust.

After we place love, the highest virtue of all, but then is trust in Christ, your fellow man.

A medical Army man took good care of the prisoners of war. He was asked, “why don’t you let them die? They let our soldiers die.” The man answered, “I do not play this game. I do not have these rules. I am a Christian. I trust in God.” This is the biggest virtue you can have. When you trust in God, you are totally surrounded by the light of God.

I have to tell you a story. The Indians of the Great Lakes had a terrible law. Every year they preyed upon the most beautiful young girl in the region. It was to subdue the anger of their God of Water. We say they bribed them. One year they fell on the daughter of the dwarf. She went to the father and said, “Father, do not abandon me, I trust in you.” The chief was no more to be favored so they made the ceremony themselves, and in the twilight, tossed the ______ with the girl into the river, so it will go down the Niagara Falls.

There they saw from the other side the father tossing his boat to the middle of the river and together they went over the raging falls. “Father, I trust you,” said the girl and it was the last time anyone was sacrificed.

Father, I trust you. Keep this in mind, please, please.

#10 - Mark 10-52 – The Blind Beggar

Go your way, your faith has healed you. The story in the bible goes, There was a blind beggar that was brought to Jesus. This man was in a hopeless position, but he desperately wanted to restore his sight. Something from within sparked hope that Jesus could heal him. In short, this man had faith. His friends brought him to Jesus and “Bartimaeus”, that was his name was called out. “Son of David, have mercy on me”. Jesus asked, “what do you want me to do?” and Bartimaeus said, “Master, let me receive my sight”. Jesus’ answer was, “go your way, your faith has made you well”, and the man received his sight and was well.

What is faith? Faith is that golden spark that God gave us at birth. It is a little flavor embellished in your Holy heart chakra. It is in everyone.

Mark 4 Verse 40 Jesus said, “why are you afraid? Have you no faith?”

So then Jesus said, “Why are you afraid? Fear is the opposite of faith. Fear is killing our faith. Fear is killing the little spark in your heart and it is difficult to rekindle it.

Our people who lived in the Northern parts of Europe made meetings and religious gatherings. The main concern of the priests was to reinstate faith. To counteract this creeping and killing fear. They made a fire and threw in dried oak wood and thistle, for this made a lot of smoke. With this, they demonstrated how to free your heart center from fog. Free your faith from fear and discouragements. As we learned yesterday, we have to keep garbage out of our bodies in order to stay and be well. You need to feed your body correctly.

So we have to do the same with our spiritual life. Clear first the fear away and then feed the spark of faith in your heart that it will become a fire for those that have tasted the wonderful feeling of faith, that your heart will become a beacon of light to come in contact with God, so you can walk in the light in faith and trust.

You came here in faith that something is offered at Peaceful Meadow which will make the connection that will increase your faith. You di not what you came for but you had faith.

You have to feed this spark of God. With what? With prayer, with contemplations, with work, and now with healing. Healing your fellow man. Helping others is the best for your faith, and your faith is needed.

#11 - There Must Be a God

Once upon a time, there was a woman who denied the existence of any Divine power. They called her an atheist. She was remembered for her cynical attitude and negative approach to life. And her eagerness to mock those who believed in God was outspoken. She died alone and left specific instructions for her burial.

She had ordered a huge slab of solid granite over her grave so no one would think that she would be released into a higher consciousness.

As time went on a squirrel dropped an acorn in a tiny slit between the stones. It sprouted and the roots grew deeper and deeper. As the roots, went deeper, the tree stretched out higher and higher. Over the years the solid granite was split in two. A mighty oak stretched its branches, as if in prayer toward the heavens and God after all!

There must be a God we never would have thought of such a situation. And Jesus was asked, “Who is the greatest among his disciples?”. Jesus settled the argument. “The greatest among you must behave as if he were the youngest, the leader as if he were the one that serves. I am among you that server”. There must be a God.

We never would have thought of this ourselves. Before he died Jesus said to his disciples, “You are the men who stood by Me faithfully in my trial. Now I confer a kingdom onto you, just as my Father conferred one on me.

It is the Kingdom of righteousness. It is the Kingdom of Peace. It is the Kingdom of Joy.

#12 - Trace Minerals & Electric Balance

The sea provides plants, fish, and water for us to use, and we should use it because the ocean provides the mysterious trace minerals in abundance.

Trace minerals from the sea and the chlorophyll with vegetation from the land produce an increase of the electrical charge in us. That is the reason we use sea salt in my house because of this added feature. If you could use some kelp here and there in your salads or even as a tablet, it would influence the electrical flow even more.

The secret of many dynamic people I know is following morning cocktail:

1 tablespoon chlorophyll in juice and 4 to 6 tablets of kelp. Chlorophyll is the green magic of the vegetable kingdom. It is very close to human blood with the exception of one mineral turned around.

Don’t complain about the juice, it takes 1 ton of freshly cut alfalfa to produce a gallon of chlorophyll.

Another spark can be added to your diet with bee pollen. Bee pollen has boron, which is a trace element, and this is very much needed in the trace mineral symphony. Boron is a trace mineral that should be used very sparingly, and only in certain foods.

All vegetable proteins increase the electrical charge when bee pollen is added.

Sesame milk 1 quart – add ¼ teaspoon bee pollen

Soy products 1 pound – add ¼ teaspoon bee pollen

Nutrients 1 serving – add 3 granules bee pollen

When serving meat and eggs, bee pollen will not increase the electrical energy, but the herb basil will. Add basil to all meat dishes, just a pinch, and the proteins are made available to the body and carried to all the cells in the body. The electrical charge of the body is increased and made available to the cells

When you take too much basil, it does not increase the electrical charge, so just a pinch will do.

However, with bee pollen, it is different when you take too much the spark is not created at all.

The electromagnetic food combination is the most fascinating subject of all subjects.

Biochemists discovered and prominent physicians confirmed that you live and perform only by the energies you get out of food. You excrete ____ by ____of the food you eat. You only take out the energies and that’s what you live by.

When you drink one quart of milk, the milk will be excreted by the bowels, the kidney, the lungs, the skin, and saliva. The quart of milk will come out in its entirety, you only keep the energy.

When you eat dinner, all of it will go the same route, only the released energies you keep. Now if you eat dead food like preserved breakfast goodies, sugar trenched jam, processed foods, and white bread, no energies can be released. Because there are none the body can utilize. When you give your child and your husband steak and milk, no energy can be released. Your husband sinks to bed exhausted and says,

"The work is killing me". Oh me, Sir, not the work but the food combinations. You filled your belly with food which is incompatible in its electromagnetic pattern, and you feel it. The pie after supper makes things worse yet.

If it would not be for the grace of God, who during the night sends energies with every breath you take, you would not get up the next morning, not even with a headache.

You have got to make changes and you have got to read labels. In your stomach, the meat lays there for hours and it putrifies slowly and your physician has to give you hydrochloric acid drug.

Milk being an alkaline neutralizes the acids and the meat sits there and gives off no energies but rots.

Then you serve bread or a bun with your supper. Meat energies and grain energies neutralize each other. Meat and greens, as in salad and vegetables, including potatoes, enhance the energies.

You also served some kin of a fruit pic. God put vegetables on the ground and fruit on the tree so they are for apart., but we think to be so especially smart, so we don’t obey the Lord.

We pick the fruit and make a pie and eat it after the vegetable dinner.

Now you know why your beloved ones complain of tiredness in spite of all the good and expensive food you served. This response is based on the Triangle system and the energies of your food can only be released in a simple form of combinations.

Combine –

Meat, salad, and vegetables

Cottage cheese and vegetables

Milk and fruit

Yogurt, vegetables, and grains

Fruit and nuts

Noodles with tomato sauce and salad

Chicken and rice go well together

Chef salad with cheese or egg is excellent

Fruit pie with whipped cream and herbal teas

Peas and corn are excellent together

Peas and carrots – NO

Corn and pinto beans = excellent

Bread with tomatoes = excellent

Bread with nuts = excellent

You will soon find out that your grocery bill goes down. Your family is easily satisfied because finally, they get the energies out of food, which could not be released before that time. You and your children get more nourishment to fight illnesses, which is another advantage. Your husband will not have cholesterol like before. He will not complain “the work is killing me”, but after supper, he is ready to repair the broken divan, fix up the shelves in your bathroom and dig up the ground for your flower garden!

The whole family will have lots more fun because there is more energy and the old constipation problems, headaches, exhaustion goes out your door. But don’t let it enter your neighbor’s door please! Become a missionary and show them the progress in well feeling and share with them, so we will become and happy and healthy nation once again.

#13 - Red notebook

Magnetic healing

Magnetic currents can be used in healing. Etheric energy fields cross and crisscross the body on certain points. Prana = etheric energy

Lana is etheric energy, so-called by the Khanna's.

The thymus gland controls the nervous system.

Build up the body for grace. How to stay healthy.

Get out of negative forces, negative people,

Proverbs 18-21

If you speak negatively, you

*** check dog eared page

Miracles are the result of our prayer working at the Divine Law which controls everyone and everything.

Psalms 8 -22

Ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.

3 Faces of Pain –

Physical pain – day and night

Internal pain – day and night

Mental pain – only takes place under stress and while the patient is awake (not during the night)

Wash your face and meditate

Mental congestion – autonomic and sensory makes magnetism flow into the body through the left side. It is a definite psychic flow, which differs in different people and which can be trained for better and better flow. It is the nervous system through which the magnetic current flows. God made our bodies an intricate instrument of magnetic force fields.

Right side of the body is positive.

Left side of the body is negative.

Upper part of the body is positive.

Lower part of the body is negative.

Back side of the body is negative.

Front side of the body is positive.

No part of the body is active unless magnetic energy flows through it. Impulses are carried by the magnetic current to all parts of the body and then back to the brain. It circulates like the blood or the lymphatic system down the body and then up to the brain. The positive and negative forms a balance of polarity, and balance is health.

If you are out of balance, you are out of health. The laying on of hands operates on the finer, unseen forces of positive and negative currents, and is a balancer and healer.

How to increase the magnetic flow before releasing it to someone. Close your right hand and lift up your left one and open it that the Lord may fill it with his magnetic stream. I move my open left hand back and forth as if I gather rays. I am sure it is not necessary to do so I just came in the habit of doing so. After a minute or when I feel the left hand getting full with this power, I take my middle finger of the right hand, which otherwise stays closed, and place it in the middle of the palm of the left hand. At this time I take a deep breath and visualize the wounds of our Lord in His Hands and say the power of his Divine Hands shall be transmitted through mine.

Misc notes in the red notebook

Peach pit – place in hollow of pendulum to find water

Certain

Polarity of Life

Magnetic field – alkalinity

Electrical field – acidity

Acute conditions operate in acid field.

Chronic conditions in alkaline field.

Life forces are electrical.

Sleeplessness when gas in stomach, give ginger tea

Saltwater is neutral in electrical balance.

Life is based on Acids

4 essential acids of life –

Pantothenic

Folic

Niacin

Glutamic

Undigested proteins in the body cause allergies.

_________??

Proteins putrify

Chemical balance + ______________

Endocrine glands ____ controls emotions.

All bacteria function in the alkaline field.

Cobalt neutralizes with baking soda.

Many children retarded at birth due to prenatal x-rays and cigarettes. It takes 3 years to get it out.

Dr. Parcels ________________ by a professor in Switzerland. Rare trace mineral activates enzymes. It is not what you are or eat, but what your body does with it. Rare trace elements are spark plugs to our ___________

Gout – correct liver and protein digestion

High-calorie foods low in minerals. Low-calorie foods are high in minerals.

Headaches in AM – too much food the night before.

Gallstones make tension, swollen liver, pain.

Leg problems, especially on the right side, also low back pain - investigate tetanus shots, even 20 years ago.

Tuberculinum takes it out

Energies on ________

Lead 80

Mercury 20

Aluminum 30

Arsenic 20

Eggs must have nature’s balance

Yolk = alkaline, female

Whole egg = acid, male

Eggs are a good source of sulfur, has all minerals, balanced cholesterol – lecithin

____? Boil iron in water, drink 2 cups, 2 times daily

Blue indigo _______________________

For leukemia and internal bleeding

Vitamin C given to someone dying is the most painful thing that can be done because it is an antioxidant. It cramps the oxygen and interferes.

Cactus syrup dissolves calcium.

Every color has a musical note.

Every mineral has a color.

Every sound has a color.

Aluminum chelates every bit of magnesium from the bloodstream.

Green color for overactive pituitary.

M.S. always check for inherited syphilis.

The pituitary gland affects every structure of the body (lungs, liver)

When Tuberculosis or syphilis around the pituitary, it is always inherited.

Salt and soda for fainting, dizzy, lightheadedness.

White of egg for any kind of acid poison.

Cream dropped into the eye for burn or acid will heal right away.

When wounds won’t heal. Thymus gland in trouble.

The parotid gland distributes and treatment of ____ nervous tumors anywhere in the body.

The parotid gland has a definite connection with the pituitary, liver, pancreas, and pancreatin gland.

Camphor for any outside __________

Triangle with spirit, soul, and man on 3 sides.

Spirit joins the physical when conception takes place. The first breath of life makes a man a total being.

The Spirit of many is the builder of whatever is without spirit. No life, no creation.

The energy ______ cell we have in the body is a virus

__________

Perfectly _____beat around the neck reduce energy.

Anything worn over the bronchial plexus should be checked for energy.

Cascara for small intestines

Senna for large intestines

Thyroid has to do with oxygen distribution in the body. Glycerin and pepsin cleanse out pockets.

2 teaspoons cayenne pepper

2 teaspoons vinegar in ½ gallon warm water will stop internal bleeding

Warts = liver condition

Copper = very high magnetic, put on right side right arm

______ in pocket helps energy.

Men heavy eyebrow, receding hairline, deal only in factual

Female straight forehead, instruction _________

Checks when highly developed right side, look for trouble on functional (?)

The parotid gland feeds the ovaries and testicles

Radiation depletes minerals in the body

The spleen is the psychic center – after removal, about 8 years of life span

Do not look for diagnosis, look for the cause of the condition. The disease is the end result.

Leukemia – the cause is radiation. Anytime you change the vibration of anything, cancer is a change in cells, according to what it has to work with. Working with natural laws of the Universe. Space if full of all types of vibration. Nothing lives outside its own ____ of energy.

The Law of perception is radiaesthesia, the power of the field face emanating from plants and animals.

#14 - Microgenetic Waves 1989

This year, the year 1989 is an exceptional year on our planet. Since March 1989, new energies are inflowing into our atmosphere. It is said that some since the Atlantean Age such energies were felt before. These are microgenetic Rays. These are energies that rejuvenate our cells that make people’s brains work more efficiently. We are more inventive. This increase of microgenetic waves is not only a great help for our personal increase of energy in every cell. It also brings more practitioners on our individual level, as well as on the earth.

These waves offer a shield against the dark forces emanating from the Antichrist and his followers.

The microgenetic waves are carriers of light forces. It is like the sword of St. Michael. It is outstanding when understood and used.

Sometimes you find a picture of Mother Mary or any other Holy Healer and the artist painted a stream of light coming from the forehead. Also, from the middle of the hands. These artists felt and maybe were seeing the microgenetic rays and painted them.

They emanate from the forehead and the palm of the hand and it is up to us to make more use of this power. Christ taught His disciples, one specific word which is peace. In those days, they had another language in Aramaic, it is Daleth.

By checking the vibration of Daleth Has 10 _____, peace has 15 ____(AURAS?)

Jesus taught His disciples to use Daleth 9 times. There again we have the 9 chakras. So we should use peace 9 times as you do it feel the cerebellum vibrate. If you can do it with one breath, do it. If not, get some air in between. It is the breath that activates and releases the person of the microgenetic wave.

The most difficult breath is 16-8-16 (4X4). I use the American Indian breath which also shows the number 4. With this breath, we can draw the most favorable vibration to us.

Dr. Doreal taught us the following – Mentally vibrate the 2 lobes of the brain in your forehead and then release the energy into matter.

#15 - Parasites & Worms

Parasites and worms need a medium to live in. Parasites and worms need a medium to multiply. As our bloodstream and our lymph system become polluted by metallic poisons and chemical poisons, food additives, and by pollution as R.A. Fallout and/or atomic fallout, wrong food combining and electrical fallout, a medium is so created disobeying good environmental health. There are many types of worms or parasites, and in order to give us a good understanding, we differentiate 4 categories –

Worms – named small or long

Flukes – flat creatures

Parasites – microscopic invaders

And creatures which go through an insect body.

It is not clear to me why some people have flukes or worms. What is in the body that makes one kind grown and in another body another kid is multiplying?

In any case, all these scavengers are eating and creating waste. They create _________, constriction when too many have accumulated in one spot, and/or taking over this host. Therefore, remember parasites and other intruders can enter when the blood or lymph systems are polluted. Once they get a hold of your specific and energetic measures have to be taken to destroy the intruders.

I know it is easy to say I do not have this trouble. I take a bath or shower every day. There is no doubt that Americans are the cleanest people on earth. They wash and clean spotless and yet 98% carry a scavenger, some more than one kind. This is a discomforting fact that most of the diseases carry parasites. Some 3 or 4 different kinds, which have to be ______________ from environmental poison if a ______ is need at this time. I advise it and then eliminate these rascals with specific methods.

It would be so easy to give just one healing formula for all of them or just grapefruit seed or one set of _ extract, but it does not work this way. These scavengers want to be treated individually. If it is flukes in the body, you cannot expect wormwood to do the job. Fasting to get rid of parasites is not the way to do it. So it would be wise to change your diet and do individually designed fluke or parasite worms or other specific treatments. Then afterward do a short fast.

Virchav (?) said one day, “ I have dissected hundreds of corpses during my lifetime but I never met the soul of any person. This attitude _____ this medical profession and therefore the patient became an object of physics and chemistry.

No wonder many scientists and physicists turned to metaphysics. They feel that there is something beyond the physical, a secret of God's world and they want to explore the unknown and unexplainable. For someone sick, there is no help when the diagnosis is called neurosis ___soul related and go and see a psychiatrist.

We remember everything a person is experiencing in life has a reaction or manifestation in the physical body. This is a phenomenon of all living creatures, and there is nothing mysterious about it.

Fear is a symptom of inner disharmony. The inner organs are in disharmony. The working of our organs to another is interrupted. In other words, the subconscious library has some books missing or displaced.

The nervous system is the sum of all nerves. Therefore, the nervous system can be counted like ________

Remember every muscle, every organ, every cell is connected with the nervous system, and therefore every organ is electrically changed by this system when one of the other parts of the nervous system is malfunctioning it can bring tremendous difficulties to an organ deprived of electricity.

Glands of combat – Adrenal gland

The strength center of our body. It is closely connected with the circulatory and nervous systems. The scientific man is just beginning to see the possibilities of gland awakening.

An Evangelist revival meeting is one way to awaken glands. However, for our purpose, it is not specific enough. Unlike the circulatory system, the glands do not respond to a change of diet or treatment. Glands are susceptible to vibration like music, color, or touch of a hand.

#16 - Angels

In the life of Jesus, we find angel stories from the very first beginning to the very last. May was visited by the angel Gabriel, a shepherd in the field, garden of Gethsemane, Jesus was comforted. The empire of Angels is our Lord’s creation. Just as the empire of the little people is our Lord’s creation. An angel is a spiritual creature created by God without a body for the service of man.

Billy Graham in his book about angels tells us –

Africa – I am now reading a book on angels written by …..

Angels cannot be ordered. Angels cannot be conjured. In the East, a white Christian man went with a native to climb a mountain. On the way up the Native shouted to conjure in phrases the spirit of the mountain to appear. Sure enough almost up the mountain a blue mist appeared and moved around the mountain for half an hour.

The native said this is the angel of Japan. I say this is not an angel, this is a parapsychological (?). The conjuring of such a spirit is power. Not necessarily a demonic power. An angel comes without power. Because an angel comes by love. Following is a documented story – A child was dying. Out in a remote village where everyone knows everyone.

A young stranger knocked on the door. An angel can take a visible human appearance and then step out into nothing.

The first angel I saw was a shiny ball, (orb?), 2 balls moving up and down.

Mr. Breet was a baker. In his premises, he not only made bread but Christian meetings. He visited many sick people to pray with them. One night, he was called to pray for a dying man. The caller was down the street and asked for help and gave the house number. Mr. Breet put his clothes on. The caller was gone. The road went over a bridge and on the other side was the house. The baker knocked once, twice, finally, someone opened the window. Years later, a humble man came to the bakery and asked to speak to Mr. Breet. He had come with 2 angels.

Angels are seen again and again but no one speaks about them. A medical doctor investigated the phenomena of angels and here is what she found. From 15 million people, 150,000 had angelic visitations. Is the best-kept secret of all times. We have lost the ___________ from higher beings from something we cannot see from the higher world.

Rafael – the name means God heals

Gabriel – means don’t look at me. I am just a servant. Gabriel means God power

Michael – the protector of America is the Prince

Rose Angels

#17 - Healing with Acupressure

The Hareesh (?) is truly plentiful and the laborers are few.

Every healing treatment is truly a deep prayer. Our part in this prayer is only the privilege of directing the forces toward persons who need it and want it, that they themselves can re-establish the connection to the Divine.

Eyes – place the two thumbs on the inner corners of the eyes where they join the nose. With your middle fingers massage your forehead in a rotating motion slowly from the middle of the forehead towards the ears. Next, begin in the corner of the eyes and massage the bones above the eye again in rotating motions towards the side. Next, place the right thumb on the inside corner of the right eye, left thumb on the left temple. Then reverse. Left thumb in corner of the left eye and right thumb on the forehead. This gives a powerful magnetic current into the eye and when we have good flowing current, we can bring into the eye the thought pattern of perfect health, good vision, and so on. In addition, use Dr. Houston’s points given in his acupressure book.

To heal and dismiss bad thoughts, put your right hand over your forehead and your left hand out and ask for forgiveness.

If you are in sorrow, rub both hands over your face starting at the chin, press firmly, and move over your face, over your forehead, over your hair several times and the sorrow is lessened.

If you have to release interfering thoughts, stand feet apart, open your hands and let the troubles run down to the ground, left-hand face-up, right-hand face down. After you’ve emptied yourself of the negative thought pattern, you got to refill yourself.

Leave left hand open to the sky but close right hand so the energy will not escape.

Divine healing is not medical healing.

For a nervous breakdown – The nerves are the channels which the magnetic force uses to reach its destiny. That is every tiny cell in the body. Each cell is a positive-negative unit in itself, but each cell has to have a connection to the universal power. This is a big give and take. What happens when someone has a nervous breakdown –

The nerve channel becomes blocked

Because the aura moves out of its rightful position

?????

Place both hands together thumb to thumb. Everything fits fine. All the fingers have their partners. Now turn one hand a little and the fingers are off. This happens spiritually when someone has a breakdown. The aura and the physical body don’t fit any longer. Now you “screw” it back together.

One and one half to 2 inches below the sternum is the place you have to work on. Hold this place. First, hold it lightly, then firmly. Do not massage, just hold it. In about 5 to 10 minutes, something inside the body bubbles and makes a rumbling noise. This will happen 3 times, then let go. Your friend (you are working on) may cry and want you to let go, but don’t until it rumbled 3 times. Just comfort and pray all will be well and the aura will return in place.

Most people go to bed and sleep soundly after that experience, but some go out and dancing and enjoying themselves having a good time!

Triangle with equal sides – Deed/Energy/Planning

A wound heals faster when you take your middle finger and slowly go around the wound, just on the healthy part over and over again.

Foods and herbs, which will increase the electromagnetic force in the body.

The mitochondria of the cell has two layers. One is positive and one is negative. This makes the electricity. Chlorophyll has the ability to convert light energy into electrical energy. Life starts in the plants and animals transform it.

#18 - God Believes in You!

Spongia for teeth

John 13-14

Jesus said, “I give you a new commandment. Love one another such as my love has been for you, so must your love be for each other.” This is the core of Christianity. This is the core of our belief. Jesus our Lord is the supreme gift of a loving God. And this divine gift opens the way to new life from here to eternity.

I read a book called The Keys of the Kingdom. Part of the book is about a young physician that struggles to believe in God. He simply cannot believe in God and moves to China to help people stricken with the plague and illness. He also caught the disease and on his death bed, he asked for a friend, a priest. “I know I am dying”, the doctor said, “but still I cannot believe in God.” The grief-stricken priest said, “Does it matter now, God believes in you.”

This is what all miracle stories are about. God believes in you. The resurrection story, the Christmas stories, the incredible good news God believes in you. The new revelation – How to heal the disease.

____________ is given by God because he believes in us. He sent us Jesus, our Lord, the priceless gift of love to bring the good news into our lives that we realize who we are. We are His children and the Lord believes in us.

One of the reasons we ____is that we want to be fulfilled persons. We want to be able to love other people. We want to fulfill the order given by God for this life. We are here to hear the story that God believes in you, and accept ourselves with integrity. We want to learn how to follow Christ. “Pick up your ---- and follow me”.

There are a few situations you should consider.

The most bitter word is alone.

The most tragic word is death

The most beautiful word is love.

The saddest word is forgotten.

The warmest word is friendship.

The most comforting word is faith

I say the most needed word is trust.

Love alone cannot stand by itself.

Christianity’s main guardian angel is love and love one another, but it will only do so when trust and faith are on its side.

Here is the ______of OUR religion, that trust is the guardian angel to love that faith is to the angel number III in our lives (?)

#19 - Dr. Elizabeth Seiler

In Germany, before the first World War, I knew nothing of subversive activities. In February 1918 I had finished my pre-medical studies at the University of Freiburg, when all available women students were pressed to enter the munitions factories because the morale of the workers was sinking to incredible depths, due to hunger, exhaustion, and miserable management of the factories.

We were sent to the munitions factory a Hornberg in the Black Forest, near Offenburg and not far from Strassburg. The factory belonged to the family of the ill-fated motor inventor Diesel who died during a peacetime journey across the Atlantic. It was an old, sprawling wooden structure with narrow stairs and far too few exits. We worked 12-hour shifts and were many times alarmed by the enemy aircraft.

Besides working, we students tried to restore the morale in the factory by sharing our rest pauses in the middle of the twelve-hour shifts with all the workers who were willing to gather around the iron stove on which we warmed our small soup kettles. We sang to the guitar and told or swapped stories. The storytelling pleased the group most and the workers too it over completely.

There were married women and single girls from the town of Hornberg, a few old or half-crippled men, and a group of soldiers who were battle fatigue patients in a sanitarium on a hill above Hornberg. This was directed by Dr. Kehrer, psychiatrist, from Heidelberg. The soldiers were given very painful shock treatments, vastly different from those used today, and when they made up their minds, that they would rather die in battle than take any more of those treatments, they were sent to the Diesel factory for a week of “work rehabilitations”.

Every time one of those soldiers was returned to the front, one or several women who had become involved with him out of sheer pity and sympathy, screamed or fainted. Our shared rest hour kept the better elements among the workers together, while the others indulged in undesirable past times in the long gangways leading to the outhouses. Girls never made these necessary trips alone, they always went in pairs or larger groups.

In the evening, when came to work in the night shift, the women would arrive in scared, tight little groups and report that in the trees all along the road they had heard the bones of dead soldiers rattle in the wind. The natural storytellers during the midnight pause would tell equally gruesome stories, of which I can recall only one: St Peter came to Hornberg and did not like what he saw there, so he took his staff and went away over the hill. On the summit, he met the Lord Jesus and asked him where he was going. “I am going to Hornberg to become crucified for the second time” was the answer of Jesus. I believe that such stories expressed the general distress of a working force who rebelled against having to produce time burners for poison grenades and that they were no communist propaganda. But if they had been, they could not have been more successful.

I was made forewoman and had to check, accept, or reject every complicated time burner with all its precise windings, which I had to measure with a micrometer. Work was on the pice work plan. The output of every worker arrived on a numbered tray and rejects were returned on the same numbered tray to the worker. There was no other count kept of rejects, and some dishonest workers planted theirs into the trays of their neighbors.

Arguments, fights, hysterical and epileptic attacks were frequent, especially among the soldiers. They were settled by a strong man with a water hose or other rough means. The plant boss, Inspektor Fleck, was a goat-like individual and was hated by all. Girls feared to be called into his upstairs office because of hearsay, that some had been raped. In this time of totally insufficient food in spring 1918, he would walk through the work halls munching on bread and bacon, which enraged the hungry workers.

After several discussions with the workers and the other girl students, it was decided to approach Dr. K. In the sanitarium about withdrawing the soldiers from the factory where they added so much emotional strain. Several people were ready to go with me for this interview. Before it came off, however, the plan was reported to Inspektor Fleck, and during a night shift, I was called late into his dreaded office.

I came out of this office with amnesia and a vague auditory memory, that one or two doctors had been there and they had threatened that for my insubordination I would be barred from any medical assistantship in Germany. I have suffered from retinitis since childhood and my limited areas of the good retina are so located that during any excitement which contracts my field of vision I am practically blind.

Therefore I have no means of identifying whomever I met in this office. But I believe that the anonymous character, who has later on disturbed my privacy, was there.

After this clash, I must have walked through town to the place where I was lodging. I remember that I regained my full consciousness in the middle of the street. I remained in shock for two weeks after this.

The next evening I returned to work as usual to and found on my place a slip of dismissal and two gifts of which I never ascertained the donor or donors, a pretty cup and saucer, and a blue ribbon with red berries woven in to add to the ribbon on my guitar. Somebody had said they came from the workers.

The next day I left Hornberg and visited an older friend who was taking a vacation near Lindau. When the shock disappeared I went through two weeks of weeping about war, and munitions, and man’s inhumanity to man. After that, I put the matter behind me and made preparation for my first medical semester at Greifswald where I spent a beautiful summer on the Baltic and where my sister joined us later on.

Fall 1918 found me at Munich University. There was a rapid succession of the soup kitchen, flu, armistice, and as saving and stabilizing force the clinics, although I had only money to pay for one or two.

Insult and Injury

Solstice (midsummer) 1919 I traveled with a group from Munich to a Youth Movement Convention at Schloss Hohenstein in Thuringia. Being easily tired, I watched from the sidelines the music, speeches, and fire dances. A colorless blond stranger came to sit next to me and asked whether I had ever been to Kopenhagen and seen Thorwaldsen’s Ariadne. He finished, “you look like her and you make pigs out of men”. I was dumbfounded, and all I asked was “what is your name?”. “My name is Georg Buechner.” This seemed to me like an alias of an author, and furthermore, the man seemed like an uneducated stooge or emissary, confusing Ariadne and Circe. But this cruel insult to a totally inexperienced girl shocked me so much that I left the gay convention and went back to Munich with the next train. I was ashamed to discuss this episode with anyone but began to avoid conversations with strangers like the plague.

In 1921 during a railroad journey from Silesia to Bavaria I had another puzzling experience which tougher with the Hohenstein insult added up to the score that my life was shadowed by a pathological person. When this suspicion was increased by subsequent events, I decided to leave Germany.

This came about after internship, residency, and a postgraduate course in public health at Berlin-Charlottenburg. I left in February 1924 and passed the Wisconsin State Board in January 1925. Then followed 4 years and 9 months as a full-time school physician with the Health Department at Kenosha, Wisconsin. When the city manager left, the health department was reorganized without this position and I moved to Milwaukee to start a practice in extramural psychiatry, hoping to reach prospective patients by teaching adult educations classes.

In the second year in Milwaukee, I accepted the offer of a somewhat older Jewish social worker to share an apartment with her. There I found out that she had rushed the friendship with every psychiatrist and psychologist who came into the city, and that she was driving herself mad by buying and reading all the psychoanalytic books which appeared on the market, and hardly any other literature. I tried to balance her with a broader view and with Adlerian psychology, in which I had acquired a diploma during two summer sessions at Vienna. Finally, she lost her top-notch position and developed an outright psychosis. I called her family in the East and when her sister came, I turned her over to her sister and moved out of the apartment. She was finally committed to the Worcester, Mass State Hospital, and later recovered.

It was then that “Dr. Walter Freeman et all” made a presentation of her case in the Boston Neuro-psychiatric Society and added a severe libel about me; “Patient shared an apartment with a young psychiatrist who confessed that she was a homosexual”. This was printed in the AMA Archives of Neurology and Psychology. I felt like suing this vicious colleague and to this day I regret that I shrank from this task because the same Dr. Freeman became the Director of Bethesda, MD Hospital from which he propagated the nefarious operation of lobotomy and where he failed to protect Forrestal.

What actually had been said was this: When the patient, long out of a job, refused to return to her family at Worcester, Mass, she kept finding excuses for staying in Milwaukee: “No, first I want to see you married to so and so.” “That won’t happen, I think he is a homosexual.” “What is a homosexual?” Since I never liked to give hard and fast definitions and besides felt that I should somewhat protect the privacy of a mutual man friend, I answered, “How do I know that I’m not a homosexual?” I meant to say that such conditions are a matter of inner consciousness, but evidently, I expected too much understanding from a social worker who had only materialistic and intellectual training.

To Dr. Walter Freeman, this was a piece of gossip worth printing in the proceedings of the Boston Neuro-Psychiatric Society. This is of the same order as the recent character assassinations so loudly deplored by the press, only this time the shoe is on the other foot. The item was read by all the Milwaukee Neuro-Psychiatrists and bandied about through the medical society. Some of my friends told me about gossipers who should be stopped, which I tried a few times, but then I let the matter slide because it was too hopeless and too unsavory.

In 1936 I went to Europe on a short notice, waiting for a boat and buying tickets in New York. In the New York City Library, I accidentally came upon a new monograph by an immigrant psychiatrist, J.L. Moreno, who called himself, in print, a specialist on the transfer of populations. The title “Who Shall Survive” also puzzled me a great deal, more so since the book showed the system of filing all of a person’s social acquaintances which are used by the FBI. If this book showed so clearly, how this could be done, any disgruntled group of people could do that to any other group of individuals, and great terror and insecurity could result from the misuse of such files. Was that the meaning of the otherwise inexplicable title: “Who Shall survive?” Was this a monograph meant as a terroristic book? Was there a group of subversive psychiatrists cooperating in this country?

To find out more about this, I attended one of Dr. Moreno’s lectures at the communist-infested New School of Social Research in New York, when I returned from Germany in October.

There I became fully convinced of the pathological and subversive character of this man. He acknowledged my self-introduction, “I know ALL about you”. And he interpolated into his lecture a long and irrelevant discussion of homosexuality. There is nothing more crushing than such impudent invasion of privacy based on libel. I returned to Milwaukee terrifically shocked and distressed.

I began to teach my regular adult education classes at Shorewood and here and there reported about conditions in Germany and that the USA should do something about the Jewish boycott. One evening I wore to a class a Bavarian Dirndl costume bought at the Jewish store of Wallach in Munich. A man in the last row of the class made a prolonged indecent gesture. A host of annoyances and threats, all anonymous, were directed my way, and I went through a siege of vicious newspaper baiting. In 3 weeks, I had a complete nervous breakdown, which lasted 9 months.

Friends dismantled my apartment. I did not have the courage to start another one until 1951.

I had some Jewish friends and acquaintances to whom I appealed for help only to find out in time that one of them was the worst offender. This was the EENT specialist Dr. George Light, author, writer of oil and other advertising, business opportunist, and conspirator who hires stooges to do his bidding. Because he uses accomplices, he is known as the “giant” in his own community. On him I have learned to recognize auditory impression, the nature of the pathology which makes the Rex Stouts both pitiful and super dimensional monsters: it is hypospadias.

Theirs is the psychology of Franz Moor in Schiller’s “Die Rauber” “well, I have a good reason for hating nature, and by my honor, I will mend my accounts with her….O got nothing from her. What I can make out of myself, that’s my business… I will root up from my path whatever stands in my way until I am the master1 For master I must be so that I may extort by force what I cannot win by affection…” The man who gave me the creeps on the railroad journey in 1921, was a man of the same temperament and constitution as this unfortunate Milwaukeean. It is the tragedy of the Jewish Community that it cannot get rid of its uncrowned Rex Stouts, authors, physicians, and terrorists all in one.

This brings me up to the unsolved puzzle of hateful literature which I never bought, but which was, according to the Moreno technique, handed to me by distant friends of friends. Contributing to my nervous collapse in fall 1936 were the “Stories of Three Decades” by Thomas Mann, translated by Isabel Porter Lowe. I have never met Mann but have seen pictures of him and often passed his residence on the Pienzenauer Strasse at Munich. In this book, I could accept some of the earlier stories and localities as coming from his pen. But the later stories were different as if they were written by George Light whose pitiful sex obsession appears even in what he thinks is normal and polite conversation. How was Thomas Mann forced into such an association? I have the same question to ask about the book “The Bizarre Sisters”, already mentioned on page 3.

In October or November 1936 I read an article by Thomas Mann in Time or Newsweek, in which he gave out that Germany is a paranoid nation that plays each one of her doctors against the others. A queer simile? The propaganda canard of the paranoid nation was nurtured until it stuck and was accepted in high-level political circles in the USA. A little later, a book on psychiatry was published by one Dr. Fineberg, in which the dogma was established that any form of Anti-semitism was paranoid. Nobody lifted a voice in defense of those people who had been harmed by Jews. To do so was no longer safe. I myself thought it best never to divulge the fact that I saw myself confronted by a full-blown terror organization.

Third and Fourth Decade

In 1938, I was so discouraged that I left Milwaukee and the medical profession which could not keep order in its own house. I went to Chicago and Evanston and took on practical nursing cases. To keep alive mentally, I took now and then a course at North Western University.

It must have been 1939 or 1940 when I became aware of the fact that religious magazines are a favorite choice for subversives to plant propaganda. In the course of time, I met such in the Friends Intelligencer, in the Unitarian publications, in the Methodist Sunday School literature. My first acquaintance was with a showy monthly magazine, “The Anglo-Israel Movement”, claiming that the English represent the lost ten tribes of Israel, showing political prophecies in the Cheops Pyramid, and eulogizing Henry Morgenthau, edited, of all people by Rex Stout! I took one copy of this to the Chicago Daily Tribune and left it for the editor to look over.

Not long afterward Louis Adamic appeared with an article in This Week Sunday supplement proposing to re-educate Germany and Europe persons who had learned democracy in the USA. The same idea as his book “Return Passage” which clearly mentions the civil war between minorities on American soil. For a while, I subscribed to his newsletter until this stopped. In the last issue was an appeal – Now is the time for all good men to come to the aid of their country. Later, he was reported a suicide. I also wrote the to Committee for the Re-Education of Germany, headed by one Dr. Gottfried Solomon (what a patent alias!) but received no information whatsoever out of this correspondence, only questions concerning my own thoughts. These materials, too, I submitted to the editor of the Chicago tribune.

Every such move brought down on my head new forms of intimidation: a totally strange appliance repairman coming into a home where I was working at the time and addressing me, “Fancy meeting you here1” And the same vicious-looking person walking up to me a the grocery counter and peering into my coin purse, and again the same provocateur coming into another house where I was rooming at the time as an Electrolux salesman, and at other times parking for hours in front of our house.

I do not want to recall the great variety of such annoyances At times, they came so thick and fast that I broke down. Without a home and family to retreat to I went twice to the Kenilworth Sanitarium, and in 1943 to the Rogers Sanitarium for a rest and seclusion. Once, the Chicago Sun made a concentrated baiting campaign, that was when Ernie Pyle still wrote his column and before he predicted his certain death, and before Silliman Evans quit as chief editor.

I never mentioned these things to the psychiatrists, because the Knew that they would misdiagnose my case for their own safety. In 1943 I returned to Milwaukee, again doing housework with a family where I could feel protected. In September 1943 I started working for the Winnebago State Hospital, as a staff physician. III weeks before my probationary year was over, I became ill, severe heart neurosis (it still responds best to Phenobarbital) followed by a manic attack. Before I broke down, I had gone for a thorough health check-up to Dr. Koehler at Oshkosh, and he telephoned me the results of the ECG the following peculiar words, “You are alright, but look out for your health”.

I was the second physician in one year to develop a manic attack shortly after leaving Winnebago State Hospital. The assistant superintendent, Dr. Sara Wykoff, was a very close friend of the woman who cooked for the doctors and nurses. R. Petersick told me shortly before I became ill, that Dr. Whykoff was receiving regular packages from Dr. Harry Feldmann, another staff physician who had left in spring 1944 and who looked surprisingly like a caricature of Dr. Gregory Zilborg (a Russian) who for a long time was the Svengali of Marshall Field II, the founder of the Chicago Sun. The occasion of the caricature was that the Tribune was trying to find Zilborg’s whereabouts because he had dropped from sight.

What is to become of America’s mental health if some of its physicians and psychiatrists band together to turn the land of promising democracy into a country of Hecate? We need an investigation of the psychiatrists much more urgently than we need an investigation of the ministers, or perhaps both lines should be investigated jointly because they cross and recross. This report is for Mr. Matthews, but I do not know how to locate him. I would like to work part-time on his staff, as an expert on literature and psychiatry.

# 20 - Blessed are the Peacemakers

And Thomas was not believing the phenomena and said “let me see your wounds.” As Jesus showed the wound under the heart, Thomas laid his finger on it, and then Thomas believed as no other disciple believed ever. And Thomas became the strongest disciple of all. Gone was the fear. The room was filled with joy.

Jesus said, “Blessed are the Peacemakers.” And Jesus sent His disciples out to be peacemakers. In order to be peacemakers, we have to be peacemakers ourselves.

Many illnesses are rooted in the lack of peace in ourselves. There was a woman who itched all over her skin. She itched most when she went to church and always took the last place in back so no one was disturbed by her itching. After many salves and lotions, a psychiatrist found the problem. She had a tremendous hate problem towards her sister and so she developed the itch. I call it the itch of the soul.

Many illnesses are that way, but particularly unsolved skin problems are rooted in a turmoil of the soul. Be at peace and peace starts with you.

Norman Vincent Peale wrote, “A peaceful mind generates power.” Roman 12:2 reads, “Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.” To be happier and healthier we need a renewing of our mind. We have to change turmoil into peace. How do you do it?

Twice a day empty your mind of fear, hate, insecurity, and guilt. It is just like natural healing.

First, you clean your system of debris, then you rebuild it.

In order to become peacemakers, we have to empty first then rebuild to have a mind full of peace. After you emptied your mind, fill the vacuum with happy thoughts. Imagine a peaceful scene, peaceful thoughts, peace within.

A holy man in India was sitting in his cave. A little mouse came and looked at his feet as he was meditating and the mouse nibbled a little. The Holy man was furious.

“How dare you disturb me when I’m with God?”

The mouse answered, “If you are with God, why then are you without peace?”

During the day, say a peaceful word. Take five minutes off the read something peaceful and talk loudly to yourself this peaceful sentence. Then find a mirror in your car, or your house, look into it and say, “Mirror, mirror on the wall, may I look with love on all?”

Then as the day goes on, look with love upon God’s creation. If during the day you are fluffed up, say your magic mirror prayer, “May I look with love on all.”

Open yourself to the wonder of God’s creation and to the Miracles of His love. You will become a peacemaker and Jesus said, the peacemakers, the meek, will inherit the earth. There is a dynamic power in peace.

#21 - John 6-69

We know that you are the Holy One of God. It was John who said these words. It shows the deep faith John and the disciples had for Jesus. We are followers of the disciples. We look at Jesus and we see all the goodness sharply focused in Christ's spirit.

We are overwhelmed. There is Christ who inspires us, he comforts us, he heals and forgives our trespasses. None of us is an accident in God’s eyes. Each of us is born with a heart song. This is a special gift God wants us to invest in His earthly kingdom. The gift is unique and it calls for our own unique response.

Our assignment is to use our heart song to uplift this life. As we walk through our earthly pilgrimage to bring this heart song into action for the glory of God. Newspapers bring terrible stories about lawsuits and killing, about betraying and other things. Don’t pay attention to it!

The dark ones want to put negative arguments, fear and hate into our nation. Especially in this happy joyful time around Christmas. Nothing but money and crimes. This is not American.

America is full of genuine heart song and loves one another with brotherly affection.

The story is told of a community of people who lived on a stretch of dangerous seacoast where shipwrecks often occurred.

Some of the townspeople decided to put some time and effort into a rescue operation. It was a small lifesaving station and devoted members of the rescue team kept watch. As a result, the town became famous because of the many lives that were saved. More and more people joined up and became part of the team. Soon a new building was erected. It was much larger and beautifully furnished and decorated. It became like a clubhouse and some of the members lost interest in the rescue mission. Because these wet, soaked, bleeding, vomiting people stained the carpet.

The result was that those who wanted to rescue had to build another small facility for the men in danger. The other stayed in the fancy clubhouse. Let us be on the rescue mission

#22 - It is Christmas

It is amazing how many people are on the road or at the mall. A long shopping list in their hands. Many go from one store to another. I noticed when I was in the store service people said, “Aunt Ann likes something special. She spent $7.50 last year on a gift to me, the items in this store don’t look big enough or fancy enough, let us go.

Two men told their wives, “You go shopping, we’ll go boating.”. It was windy and ugly and the small boat was pushed by the waves on a sand dune. Immediately both jumped out of the boat, knee-deep in murky water. They finally moved the boat. One of the men said, “This beats Christmas shopping.”

Christmas Time, what a beautiful word.

When Jesus was born in Bethlehem in the days of Herald the King. Behold there came 3 wise men from the East. Saying where is the newborn King of Jerusalem? We have seen His star in the East and are coming to worship him.

It is most important to report his story a little at length. Truly they were seers and prophets. Not only did they see the future event they did something about it. 3 kings from the East decided to take that unbelievable trip through the waterless desert, sandstorm, and cold nights, the danger of robbers were everywhere.

They packed camels and donkeys, with food and blankets not only for themselves but also for the animals.

To ride on a camel is an experience and very tiresome. Their step is different, right front right leg move together, then left foot left leg. It is the only animal of its kind to walk like that and the rider is thrown back and forth. The advantage to the camels is they can load up on water and survive for days, gallons, and gallons of water in their system. For donkeys, they had to carry water.

These Wise Men took the journey weeks before Jesus was born just to arrive in time for the holy event.

They made one big mistake to ask King Harold where the (?) King was born. “I am the ruler and no one else is it.” So these men sat down and asked their inner guidance and it said to follow the star to Bethlehem, you will find the child.

And they found Him.

However, Harold’s behavior frightened them and as soon as they had fulfilled their mission they took home on another route. And what gifts did they bring..

Gold – money for survival and the coming mission

Frankincense – for a healthy mind

Myrrh – and this is the most important part, myrrh because it stands for instructions to the parents to educate this child into the secrets of _____________.

And Mary realized it and she placed it in her secret pocket. This story kept me wondering every year.

How did they know it weeks before that an important child was born? How was it possible that they had the courage to travel so far so long full of confidence.

They trusted their vision completely. These were special wise men.

Here is our mission. When we have an order, when we receive the light we have to stand with it, we have to work for it, suffer for it, we have to be one with God. One day this mission is fulfilled. That is what we learned from the 3 wise men 2000 years back.

Stick with the song from your heart. You will make it. Again, “The steadfast will I make a pillar in the house of my Father.

3 Lights for Wisemen

#23 - The Touch of Your Hand

We live in problem times.

We tend to be mechanized, often times acting like a computer. One to one contact is getting more difficult to achieve. Patients to read their physicians, citizens fail to make contact with representatives, children cannot come in inner contact with their parents. In short, it is like a wall between citizens, a wall between you and me. Touch the food.

Here comes a new look at the reading of Christ. The new testament speaks about a new covenant and this is through Jesus, the Christ. Jesus is always accessible if we truly need Him.

Jesus' ministry is one of encounter and direct contact. And we say by touch! Lepers knelt before Jesus saying Lord, “if you will, you can make me clean”. And Jesus stretched out His hand and touched him saying you will be clean, and it happened immediately.

Jesus entered Simon Peter’s house. Peter’s mother-in-law was sick in bed with a fever. Jesus touched her and she rose and served him.

A ruler came and knelt before Jesus saying, “My daughter has just died but come and lay your hands on her and she will live. And Jesus took her hand and the girl arose. Again and again, touching. “If I only touch his garment I will be well.”

He opened the eyes of a blind man by touching his eyes. We truly lost the meaning of touch.

Psalm – Isn’t it wonderful that from time to time, the best of us reach out and touch the rest of us. Here is a family story. Grandmother whispered from her nursing home bed “Now you have come, granddaughter.” Grandma always so active, always doing something lay crippled and motionless.

Her hands use to peel potatoes and made delicious food for others lay motionless on the pillow. The young visitor put her hands in her pocket not knowing what to do or say.

Several days later she had to go to a doctor. The 4-year-old son was with fever. She was afraid as all people are. The boy took my hands in his two littles ones real quickly. And here she realized what she would do the next time she visited grandmother, she would hold quietly her hands.

Love is of God. For God is love. When we love we touch the hem of the garment of God.

#24 - Canada – Renee Caisse

Up in Canada in a little town close to Toronto lives a beautiful grand lady Renee Caisse, now 98 years old. Many times in her life she was in the limelight of the public, in the press, the radio, and in the conversation of many people in Canada and other countries. Rene Caisse was not affected by this publicity. She stayed all these years what she always was a nurse, a helper, a researcher for mankind’s most devastating disease cancer.

When she was in her 30’s an American Indian woman offered her to heal her aunt from terminal cancer.

As a surgical nurse, she knew that the location and the kind of cancer her aunt had was inoperable. So she went with the Indian to gather the needed herbs. They boiled them and gave Aunt Mary to drink. In less than 6 days, there was a marked improvement in the condition.

Aunt Mary started to eat and had less pain and in 11 weeks she was as happy as before. Rene Caisse, from then on started her own campaign to battle cancer. If she would have known the ups and downs, the stones, the thorns, the ridicules, the poo hoo that was awaiting her, and her long path she would have thought it over and may have chosen a simpler path for her lifestyle. But in her was that great desire to help mankind through this most unconventional way.

Her scrapbooks are filled with pictures of people before and after her treatments, piles, and piles of letters expressing thanks for her miraculous healing. This letter never written by deathly ill, terminal cancer patients after the healing took place (Check this paragraph)

Nurse Caisse had one goal in her life. She wanted that the medical profession in Canada and America would accept this herb formula to help suffering mankind. Thousands of tests on mice with cancer and the mice were healed with the herbs but it was not given to humans by the researcher.

One time Rene was offered $500,080 for her secret formula so it could be “shelved away” but she refused to give it. She is 88 years of age. The fighting with authorities has not broken her spirit. She is a beautiful lady full of ____ and happiness. She had plenty of evidence that this Indian woman’s formula helped. That it was a breakthrough, a light in the darkness

She has helped suffering mankind all her life and the joy of fulfillment is visible on her forehead.

Recently, she revealed her formula to a friend. He is a biochemist who all his life was searching for an answer to cancer. The formula will live on and bless mankind but it will take 2 or more years until it is in the hands of the public. Readily available in injection form and as an herb concoction.

It was in a Colorado stormy November night, the wind rattled the windows. An old board had broken loose banging on the wall of the building. I got up to do something about it. A gush of wind pulled the front door out of my hands and swept the sleep from my body. After settling the board, I sat down in the warm living room. Although it was 3 am, I was ready to start my day. After prayers, I felt the presence of someone in the room. Someone dear, someone important, I had Rene Caisse’s picture on my desk and a few lines of a letter I intended to send to her.

Somehow I knew Rene wanted to talk to me. I settled back and pressed her picture on my forehead. The picture appeared hot. I felt her talking to me. Her disappointments, her love to mankind. The beautiful __________ of success she and in this stormy night, we 2 women talked to each other. Not verbally, not visibly but soul to soul and mind to mind.

And she impressed my mind with the secret recipe of her success to ____ on helping mankind in the darkest hour of Armageddon.

I wrote it down the way it was given to me. It is sacred, it is beautiful. Many people have blessed the herb formula and Mary will be blessing it. Long after Rene is gone, long after I left this world, it will be doing its job under the Laws and the Order of our Lord, Amen.

#25 - Abraham Lincoln

A clergyman said to Abraham Lincoln, “Mr. President, let us have faith that the Lord is on our side of the struggle”. Lincoln replies, “it is my constant prayer that I and this nation may be on the Lord’s side”.

This is what we have to do – Pray that we have to do pray that we are on our Lord’s side. Prayer is not a spiritual aspirin. Prayer is communication with God. Last week I talked to an American who was in high places in India and that’s what he said. Again and again, he asked the higher ones in India who was the greatest Master on earth. They all said Jesus was. He became so interested in it that again and again he asked and he got the same answer. Jesus was the greatest Master. Jesus was the last of a cycle of 7 avatars. He could raise the dead on the 4th day. He could teach that men understand. He had the power of God.

India film about Jesus – These gurus, leaders of high rank said, “There will be a new avatar for the new age. One who will not sit on the floor as we do. One who will come from the West. Dr. Doreal said the same thing.

#26 - The Light of the World

Whatever holds human thought in line with un-self love receives directly the divine power and manifestation.

The light of the world is the title of a beautiful painting created by Holman Hunt. It is the painting of Christ in a garden at midnight. In his left hand, He is holding a lantern and with his right hand, he is knocking at a heavily paneled door. On the day the painting was unveiled, a group of critics was present. One of them said, “Mr. Hunt this painting is not finished. There is no handle on the door. That, the artist said is the door of the human heart, and it can be opened only from the inside.

When God ____ a man, He puts the ___________ around the heart, not around the head. The heart has reasons that reasons do not understand. We people are many times saved from folly bot by the intellect but by the heart. In order to bring the heart into action, you have to realize its power, you have to train and cultivate it. As you cultivate a garden and uproot the dandelions and thistle, so you have to uproot every hate from the garden of your heart.

There is a poem which will tell more than I can say. When Jesus came to Boulder, we simply passed Him by. We folks here have grown more tender, we would not give Him pain. We only just passed down the street and left Him in the rain. Still, Jesus cried, “Forgive them for they do not what they do.” And still, it rained the winter rain and drenched Him through and through. The crowds went home and left the streets without a soul to see.

And Jesus crouched against a wall and cried for the calvary. Let us not be indifferent. Let our hearts speak and let us follow the language of the heart.

#27 – The Army of Light

I continue the idea of last Sunday. The idea that you are born of your own choice and then you, in your life, you personally have to make the choice of your life. To belong to the Army of Light or to the Army of Darkness. Personally I am asked many times “are you a reborn Christian?” Heck no, I always belonged to Christ. Only once I had to make a decision and that was when He called me to speak on His behalf.

All of us are torchbearers and always were torchbearers. Many people spend their lives merely existing but when you are filled with light we do not exist. We live when the Spirit, the Light, the ____- life comes over us, we do not exist, our barren existence is transformed into life.

You think that as you gain spirit and life, it is only important to you. Not so, it is also important to Jesus. Jesus invited us to “follow Me”. He did not address it – To Whom it May Concern. He said it and is saying it to you and to me. Follow me. He needs you, he needs me. Illustrate this for you. A very talented musician who played the flute in the Baltimore Symphony Orchestra had an idea. At the grand crescendo at a rehearsal where drums boomed, horns blasted, violins squealed he had the idea. What difference does my little flute make? He stopped playing it just holding the flute to his lips as if he was blowing.

Instantly, the conductor banged on the desk and said where is my flute? However small and obscure your role for God maybe, you are important.

You have a vital role to play in the grand design of God’s work. Do not misjudge our Lord’s sensitivity. He looks at you and will say where is your flute? Where are you?

#28 - Freedom

Leave your door open. There was a man who regularly delighted his neighbors with gifts of fruits and vegetables from his garden. The neighbors asked for recipes the Serene Spirit he radiated. The man replied, “I found out when I shut my door, I have shut it for you and for me.

He explained he used to go to bed taking all his troubles with him and he could not sleep. One night he got up and looked through the window. It was a beautiful night. He said, “why did I lock my office door when I allowed the worry and anxiety to follow me home? Why was I so distrusting?

He knelt down and pledged His absolute trust in God’s providence. And He placed my life in His hands. You may be wallowing in a black sea of depression, great emotional pain, great doubt, great physical pain, you may feel alone, you may feel betrayed. In this experience of darkness, the mighty hands of God are there offering you total support. Trust enough, and rest securely in the hands of the Almighty

Leave your doors open and trust. So what when somebody betrays you. Do not blame yourself, the blame is on him that betrayed you. Be free. Do not close the door to your brother’s need.

Trust = In God we Trust is on the banknote. Trust has wings beautiful wings which carry you up to God. There and only there is our eternal security.

Leave the door of your heart open that the wings of trust can enter and be nested in your heart.

#29 - Matthew 16-19

I will entrust to you the keys of the kingdom of Heaven. What a word. Jesus is completely convinced in your ability to handle the keys of the kingdom of heaven. So He, our Lord trusts in you. He believes you can handle, he believes in you. A key is given to a mature person, not to a child. You do not give a car key to someone that cannot drive. Or the keys to your house if you did not believe in his honesty.

Jesus believes in us more than ever. He trusts us with the keys of the kingdom. Question – What are the keys I pondered all week about it, what are the keys to heaven? Why keys? Not one key or there more doors than one. Yes there are. The keys are –

Obedience is one.

Steadfast is one.

“The steadfast will I make a pillar of my kingdom.”

Unneeded worry

Freedom of fear

Freedom of selfishness

These are the keys to the doors of heaven. And what is heaven you ask? Heaven is the bliss in your heart. Heaven is the unconditional love flowing through those doors you opened. Heaven is when you can give a helping hand to someone. Heaven mirrors the beauty of this earth. Many cannot see this beauty because they lost the keys Jesus talked about.

Here is a prayer a young woman read at a high school commencement,

“Dear Lord, Grant us one thing before we leave the sheltered reassurance of our childhood. Show us life. Not a shallow empty life but a real life. We want to change the world but we don’t know how. We want to throw our arms around our brothers but our hands cannot reach. We want to break the hands of conformity that tie us to the ground but we are not strong enough. Oh Lord, smile on us when we drink from the waters of truth. Reassure us that our struggle will help to make this world a better place and please Lord don’t let us die without ever having lived.

#30 - We Confess to Be Christian

Let’s get practical with our belief in Christ, in Christianity. Three men were asked if you were shipwrecked and alone on a desert island what one book, above all others, would you like. The fish man said the bible and gave many good reasons for it. The second said a volume of Shakespeare and gave a very learned reason why he wanted Shakespeare. The third one said, “I would prefer a manual of instructions on how to build a boat.”

A youth group decided to raise money with a carwash. On that particular day, it rained and rained and all seemed hopeless. But one young boy had the right idea and posted a sign – “God’s Cooperative Car Laundry – We wash, he rinses”, and it became a great success!

Let’s get practical and play out physically whatever our belief is. As above so below. On their works, thou shall know them.

Gnosticism is the word and the movement which tries to be accepted in many churches, in many spiritual movements, in many religions. It means to be completely divorced from practical life, just praying and reading spiritual books, making yoga exercises. You find it a lot in India but we have that here also. Gnosticism = you are removed from the practical world.

I know of one lady, she is so spiritual she only walks on a white carpet and her husband has to prepare food for her and wash the dishes for her afterward. But I have to stop __________, my husband washed the dishes this morning.

Christianity is a very concrete and practical religion. It demands from us an individual lifestyle and a practical lifestyle. The Jews expected a Messiah, a King, and were very dissatisfied with Jesus. Jesus did not isolate himself. Jesus touched the lepers and healed them, he made the crippled walk, and touched the blind that they would see, and preached in the open air and not just to a community of a few.

By these real tangible practical down to earth signs, people were able to recognize the true Messiah. In the bible, Matthew 11, Verse 5 – Blessed is the man who finds no stumbling block in me. Jesus said, Bless those who curse you, pray for those who treat you badly. How do you deal with this stumbling block? Follow me.

Judge not, that you be not judged. Why do you see the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? How do you deal with all of that?

There is an Advent hymn in which these lines appear.

May I be carried to the skies on flowery beds of ease. Oh my, what a request!

But I go more with the practical approach which a children’s play song expresses – Oh, you can’t get to heaven in a rocking chair cause the clumsy old thing won’t get you there.

Oh, you won’t get to heaven on roller skates cause you’ll roll right past those pearly gates. Oh, you can’t get to heaven in a Cadillac car because the gas and oil won’t go that far.

Those children are practical and we have to become practical in our expression of religious belief. We are bound to encounter stumbling blocks on our journey toward fulfillment. Set them aside, look at the star, follow the star. Be blessed in your practical approach of Christianity.

#31 - Easter Week

We begin the Easter week. It is early this year, unusually cool, unusually different. Tomorrow on Sunrise, people all over the earth come together to uplift the darkness of winter, to uplift the earth. If we all make a point to do so tomorrow Monday at sunrise, we would do our part also. Then in tomorrow’s early morning, let us call out as in ancient times they called Hosanna. Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord Hosanna, blessed is the King. At that time Jesus came on the donkey and they admired Jesus so much that they took off their coat, spread it on the street that the donkey would step softly not to disturb Jesus. Hosanna they shouted. Then Jesus rose his fingers and made a sign of the cross. Then he bent down to the _________ donkey and made the cross over the animal. Up to this every day the cross is seen on the animal’s back and down the legs, what a miracle to the lovely donkey.

____________ 19 -38 The disciples cried out , “Blessed is He who comes as King. In the name of the Lord, Peace in Heaven and glory in the highest. Peace in heaven? What did they mean? I cannot answer this.

Life has no meaning until we give it meaning. Life has not happiness until you color it like Easter eggs, joyful, and happy. And when you colored your life, when your life has meaning, then you want to share it with others.

I want you to remember, between 12 midnight to 5 am, between Saturday and Sunday the veil to the unseen is lifted. It is the easiest time to reach out, tell them how to do it and they laid Him into a new tomb. The synagogue asked the governor for 100 soldiers, they were assigned to watch the body of Christ should not be stolen. The big boulder over the tomb was marked with the symbol of the governor. Anyone breaking that seal was put to death at once. It was midnight, a starry night, the rain was gone. The soldiers keeping watch when from the side a row of white-clad people arrived. They had a white hand. We call them the white brotherhood.

The soldier bow and arrows, then they ran away to the synagogue they went and told what happened, and paid one golden dollar to keep silent.

The next night came again at midnight the white brotherhood marched. The soldiers did not shoot but lay there watching. Three times they made the walk around and then a huge figure with huge wings appeared and tramped on the governor seal then lifted the stone. That was too much and the soldiers fled again.

#32 - Mr. Whitman – The only shadow on the cloudless Easter day signifying God’s victory is the poverty of my own devotion. The memory of hours of unbelief and my own stingy response to God’s generosity.

We go through the time when Christ was nailed to the cross. Since we do not meet God Friday, I will tell you the real story, some of you know it already, some don’t. Christ and 3 of his disciples went into the Garden of Gethsemene. Christ went ahead and told them, “I have to talk to my Father so He will strengthen Me. Stay here together and pray. They huddled together and were so tired they fell asleep. After an hour, the Master returned and found them in deep sleep. Again, he asked them to pray with him, but they fell asleep again and when Jesus found them he said one thing and that is for all of us. Can you not be awake for Me, not even one hour? And then soldiers came and led Him away.

Pilate's wife was a follower of Christ and she persuaded the ruler not to do harm to Jesus. But the map (?) demanded it and he Pilates washed his hand to show that he was free of judgment. And they took Jesus and whipped him three times 49 times. The rule was 49 whipping no one could stand more but they whipped Christ three times as much. Weakened from this torture, he was supposed to carry His cross but stumbled twice and a stray man from the crowd was ordered to carry it. They nailed Jesus to the cross with 3 nails then erected the cross o everyone could see Him suffering. The feet were standing on a small ridge of a wooden ledge so with every breath he had to stand on it. The two thieves had the same construction but they were not nailed but bound. When evening came they were still alive, they took a beam and broke their bones then they suffocated.

Despite this intense suffering, Jesus called out aloud and the clouds were forming thick dark clouds and it started to rain and He called out again and lightning came as people had never seen before and He called out for the 3rd time and the Earth shook so much that the nearby graves opened and the soldiers and the crowd hurried for shelter. Only Jesus beloved ones kneeled on the ground and wiped the blood from His feet. Remember the veil in the synagogue was split in two. This veil was not cloth but brass rings. Jesus showed His tremendous power even on the cross. Jesus did not say Father is it a misinterpretation that Jesus blamed His Father. He said this is what I came for.

#33 - Anxiety

We live in a time of extensive anxiety. It seems to govern our life. It seems to be with us in our family and our work. We try to get out of anxiety and depend on tranquilizers. Repression instead of confrontation, our troubles we repress them. Workaholics try to work off their anxiety. Some use the gift of speech and talk themselves out of anxiety. Some use money to buy themselves out of it and on and on. All these things are gimmicks. I will give you advice. Look at your anxiety in a tranquil and positive way. Look at the picture of Rembrandt when Jesus walked over the stormy sea. Some of us try to handle anxiety in a superficial way.

Here is an example – A bus driver had a load of tourists showing them the countryside when a large black cat crossed the road quickly he commanded to his passengers to spit quickly over their left shoulder. By doing this very questionable thing, he lost control over the vehicle and landed in the ditch. The bus driver came crawling and bruised and battered. Angrily he shouted, “All right and who forgot to spit?” We live in a cycle of anxiety! Break it, it is not yours. Release it and see God first. Moment by moment, we should cultivate an awareness of God that it will be so real that in the midst of a storm we still stay calm without anxiety. Do not carry anxiety to bed with you, release it. Let no argument be with you, release it. You have questions, yes and that will be “how and I going to solve this situation? What is to be done for my sick fellow man? Carry these questions with you during the night when you are allowed to leave your body. During the night’s deep sleep when you are in another dimension and are in the presence of our Master. The answer will be given to you next morning, you will have the answer and my God what you saying. Look at me how smart I am. Yes, become anxious that you see God first, serve Him first, give Him the credit. You are a child of God, we are His children

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The weight that seemed to be very heavy shrinks in size because you are no longer feeding it energy. Visualize that you take off a suit of armor throw away the heaviness, breathe deeply as you direct your attention inward. You will find that there is a vast place of calm, perfection and balance.

#34 - John 12-32

And when I am lifted up from the earth, I shall draw all men to myself. The word men, in this context, means everybody, every man, every woman, every child. We speak love of the cross having cosmic importance. What Jesus is saying is “When I am lifted up, everything in the world will be different. A new opportunity of life will be given to mankind and truly it is so.

History is different, the world is different.

Jesus draws us to himself and to this Father and we have a home wherever Jesus our Lord is. An eighty-five-year-old man was sitting on a bench in the park. He was crying a passerby saw it and stopped to see if he could help. He bent down and said, “Can I help in any way to relieve your distress?” Oh yes, the man said. I have a beautiful home, two cars, a wife, she cooks wonderful. The passerby said Why then are you crying, the man asked? I cannot find my way home. I cannot remember where I live. The tragedy of our time is that we cannot remember where our true home is. Coming home I was sitting next to a young man, a youth minister. He was a huge man and I asked him what is his opinion about the trouble with our young generation is. At age 14 Denny, this is his name, was in trouble with the law. Legally they could not put him in jail until he was age 18. I asked why were you so rebellious and his answer was the mother divorced 3 times, the father was never home, he had 2 half brothers, 2 children from his new father’s marriages. When he came home from school there was no one there, so I went with the gang. But there was one person, one man in his heart, in his twenties who turned him around. When he was 18 the judge dismissed the charges and fail sentences. Now he finished his degree in youth ministry and has 200 youngsters and is attached to every one of them and uplifts them to their real home.

One man and the result was 200 young people are shown the way. I asked how? He said through spirit and singing and short sermons.

What is a short sermon? He said one day his professor said, "Go in the pulpit, a special place for sermons. Put out a paper with only one word on it and start preaching." He went and found one paper with the word Zacchaeus.

He remembered Zacchaeus was a rich man, a tax collector. Jesus coming to town he wanted to see Jesus but he was as short and so climbed a tree to see better. When Jesus came by he saw the tax collector hanging in the Sycamore tree and called Zacchaeus to come down. I want to stay in your house tonight. The tax collector came down. The evening the tax collector was converted to Christianity. And Jesus said, “Today salvation has come in this house. The tax collector was a short man and so am I. Zacchaeus was up a tree and so am I. He heard the voice of Jesus and the tax collector came down from his high place and so I am down also.

We live in a culture of fast foods, instant success, hundreds of books are written “10 Easy Steps”. We expect to save all our God problems and fault problems with a good sermon. Maybe today is the day that to hear the calling voice come down from the tree and hurry because I wasn't to come to your house today. We ask oh Lord welcome us into your house of wonder.

#35 - John 3, 21

But the man who lives by the truth comes into the light. I am the light of the world says our Lord Jesus and we are here together because we are attracted to the light. There is within each of us a deep, almost primitive fear of darkness. We can remember how it was when we were little children and we were afraid of darkness. We had to have a night light on or we had to have someone come in the darkness to reassure us that we are okay. I remember always taking a big jump from my bed because under the bed it was dark and I felt more secure in the dim light which came sparingly through the curtain.

There is Swedish folklore I want to tell you – A country doctor was called to a farmhouse where a woman was about to give birth. The doctor asked her husband to assist him by holding a gas lantern up high to illuminate the makeshift delivery room. Before long the mother delivered a healthy baby boy. Then the doctor announced a second child is coming and sure enough there came another baby boy. The husband was shaken by the unexpected birth of twins.

The lantern shook back and forth and there the doctor announced my God there is another one coming. The father extinguished the lantern and in the darkness, he said, “It must be the light that attracts them.”

In the very first verse of the creation story in the bible, we read that everything was covered with darkness, and that was the very first thing God did. He created light. He parted the darkness from light and there was light. If you walk through a tunnel and the tunnel is straight you can see the light from the other side of the tunnel and that is easy.

One paster from Washington now retired told us the following story. He visited Jerusalem. There is an old, old water supply tunnel. King Ezedvia (?) had built to bring water into the city.

The tunnel had many curves and corners, it is 2700 years old. The water was sometimes knee-deep, sometimes waist-deep and the leader of these daring visitors of Jerusalem gave everyone a candle.

They were in the midst of this questionable walk when he dropped behind the crowd and his candle closed down. The group he was with turned a corner and was gone. So this pastor stood in the water in the darkness only with the hope that the leader would count the people and find out that one was missing. He stood there a long time but finally in the distance a light was shining the leader came to get him. The pastor said it was a real paralyzing fear, a fear someone must feel before committing suicide and he said when I saw the tiny candlelight my heart jumped for joy and I thanked God for the simple beautiful gift of light.

A folklore – The littlest of the Devil (?) wanted to experience the church. He was attracted to the Holy water and splashed it all over him. He experienced terrible pain and ran to his grandma. “You stink terribly," she said, you stink as if you played with the Holy water and she took his clothes off and splashed him down with water. She tucked him into bed and then lit a small candle. I never knew why this story never dies. It is the candle which is need in the darkest place.

We believe in the light and light shines everywhere. We have to open our consciousness to let this light in.

And we have to live by the truth as Jesus is leading us.

#36 – The Avatar of Love

It is Sunday morning and you shall not go without our traditions of observing and listening to the reading of Christ. Jesus, the Christ, the avatar of love has touched mankind now more than ever before. Over the period of 2000 years, mankind has advanced enough that finally, they understand the teaching of the master Jesus. Science has a great deal to do with the awakening of the ____________teaching of Jesus the Christ. Who was the Christ before? He was the King of Orion (?).

The council of 5 determined that one has to go to reach mankind and it was Jesus who left the throne of his kingdom to sacrifice himself in an attempt to uplift mankind to uplift this earth.

Finally, we mortals begin to understand it and we study the sayings of Jesus in the way it was meant. Where do inspirational ideas come from? Build a cone-shaped interference of aluminum, lead foil, and asbestos to fit over the body in an attempt to prevent life elements from escaping in less than 1 minute, the body comes to life. When the life returned the body had no resemblance of the disease which it had before and was immune to that disease.

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Men who walked with the master. Burbank and his potato (?)

Burbank and the cactus (let go with the _______.

Dr. Norwood ______, who walked with Jesus in the woods

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#37 - Mark 15, 6-15

Pilate wanted to please the crowd so he set Barabbas free for them. Often times, we please the crowd. It is a big trend to be in the crowd, sometimes a youngster will join the crowd to ridicule a classmate, who is a bit slow, a bit different, and to please the crowd, we do as Pilate did.

Luke 22-27

I am among you as one who serves. The logo of the Christian faith is the cross.

It is atop of steeples, on the altar

It is worn as a necklace

It hangs above the pulpits

It is in book stores

It is on bumper stickers

It is made out of wood, gold, silver, iron, copper, and marble

The cross is older than Christianity. Indian culture loves it. It is found in old cultures. It is found in and adapted as a symbol of Christianity less than 1000 years ago.

What does it symbolize? Cruelty? Not really. Jesus was able to transmute the pains afflicted on him.

Some say abandonment of God. Some churches say that it was a sign that the person that hangs there was an outcast of the Almighty. And they treated Jesus that way. Therefore, the soldiers said,

If you are the King of the Jews, save yourself. The high priest said,

He trusted in God, let God deliver him now

And the crowd said if it was really true, that this carpenter from Nazareth was the son of God, why didn’t God send a flock of angels to rescue him?

Remember a week before the crowd cheered and said Hosanna blessed is thee that cometh and Pilate wanted to please the crowd so he set Barabas free for them. Christ did not say, Why has thou forsaken me?

The cross means more than all that. In each one of you that really has experienced Christ, is a cross in each of the drops of blood? The sign of the cross means hope, resurrection, overcoming death. We stand in the presence of the great mystery of the cross. What is this mystery? Which symbolizes for us a sign of hope and joy. It offers hope to those who are weary of life. It promises forgiveness and represents joy.

He who believes in Me, said Jesus, will also do the works that I do. He who believes enough in the cross of Christ will show his unconditional love in the care for one to another. Jesus the Christ was the ruler of the earth. He could call the four elements, water, fire, earth, and air, and he did and they obeyed. He called out with a loud voice and clouds gathered. The fire of lightning broke loose and the thunder thundered loudly so that even the soldiers were scared and left the place. And Christ called out again and the clouds opened and the downpour of rain was so severe that all abandoned Christ and searched for shelter. And the ____________ of the earth elements were summoned and the earth shook so violently that the graves opened up. And He called out the 3rd time and the curtain in the distant synagogue split in two.

This is the most significant of all. The curtain which covered the mysteries was rendered in two.

Christ opened up this mysteries of the past for us. My God, my God is that for what I came? Yes, Jesus our Lord that is for you you were chosen. You the King of other world, you oh holy King of other worlds. You came to open for us the mysteries that were hidden.

It was covered up as soon as our Lord had opened up the veil to the mysteries because of greed, out of power hunger, out of hate against the torchbearers, the churches covered everything up. But Jesus said, “He who is steadfast will I make a pillar of my kingdom and you shall go out no more.” And Jesus said, "He who believes in me will also do the works that I do. Do it in unconditional love for one to another." The symbol of the cross became the sigh of love, of power, of strength, of glory, and of Healing with the _________, the wounds of Jesus, you will be healed.

The Walk-Ins

Walk-in! Have you ever met one? I have, I have met several in my life and every time I meet one my life becomes enriched. Most of them do not know that they are walk-ins. Most of them struggle with the mundane world and feel that they are isolated. That they are “out of circulation”, outside a crowd, they feel this loneliness and do not know why. They feel the presence of our angelic being but they cannot see those messengers of God. Looking back on their lives, they cannot understand what tremendous amount of time they had wasted up to now and start working for 2, wasting no minute waiting and untiringly they further the work of Bod.

It is not true that a walk-in only can enter when man or woman is dying, weakened and then they come to direct you. When a person is ready, obedient to God’s order, then a walk-in can enter. A walk-in is a sound, ripened beautiful soul who will take over the body of someone who is ready to make through this body Divine Decision for the good of mankind. While talking to these individuals, you will find words, short words, which they melt into a conversation repeatedly.

You find that they are quiet listeners and have the tremendous ability to formulate your words, your finding into a workable solution. They look straight at you and on the forehead appears a symbol, a star, a candle, kind of wings, or other signs.

Your soul stays with your body but a walk-in has the command. If you are not satisfied and jealousy will enter your living soul, then it will take off and will be entering another vehicle through which they can perform better.

Walk-ins are very sensitive to medication, chemicals, pollution, and mand made items, such as aluminum, plastic, food additives, and loud noises. Walk-ins are humble and simple. They do not need much for themselves and they see in his fellow man, the Christ light and it is the Christ light they adore, they recognize and they adhere to.

#38 - Matthew 10-31

There is no need to be afraid. We all have experienced fear, we all know how it feels when we are afraid.

Fear is powerful. Fear is mighty.

During a thunderstorm this 5-year-old was taken to bed, it was bedtime. The boy said, “I am afraid to be alone.” “Don’t be afraid, God is with you”, said the Mother. After a while, the boy appeared saying, “ Mama you go up and stay with God, and I came down to stay with father.”

Fear is a real thing Fear is a burden. Fear paralyzes. Fear closes the pineal gland. So the healing power of God cannot come through if you live in darkness. It is easy to say, don’t be afraid. The overwhelming power needs an addition.

Singing is a way to combat fear. Reciting a poem brings you out of this situation. Also, do you something with your hands, like mopping the floor or washing dishes. That means when fear comes up in your life, you have to overcome it with doing something productive. There is no fear which you could not overcome. And that what Jesus meant. There is no need to be afraid.

Fear is the most destructive force there is. When youngsters are add (?), find out what hang-ups they have and soon they will tell you that when they were small they were lost or afraid, in what for us would be a common incident. As an adult, we have will power and foresight if you come into a situation of fear.

Mark 5:21

Fear is useless. What we need is trust. The mood of despair about the future, young people. When everything goes wrong, when dialing for a prayer, the busy signal goes on, we all have times when we feel everything is going wrong.

#39 - March 13, John 20-30

Happy are those who love not seen and yet believe.

This is the story of today. It was the week after the disciples were huddled together in a room. A great fear hovered over them. “Who would be the next in line for the hand of execution Jesus suffered? Or could it be true that Jesus had risen from the dead? Suddenly the risen Lord Jesus appeared in their midst saying, “Peace be with you.” They all got up. Thomas, the doubter was not in the room. Afterward, he was told about the miracle appearance of Christ.

Thomas said, Unless I see the hole in His hands unless I can place my hand into the hole of the side of Jesus, I refuse to believe your story.

A week later, as the men assembled and Thomas was there also, Jesus the Lord appeared again. Jesus approached Thomas and said, “Put your fingers here, look here on my hands, and here put your hand in my side and believe. Thomas knelt down and cried loudly, “Oh Lord and my God.” And Jesus said to him, “You believe because you can see me. Happy are those who have not seen and yet believe!” Now, remember this is for us. We cannot see the Christ spirit but the spirit of Christ is with us. The presence of the Christ spirit is in our midst.

We sing the song about the cross. This is the story. Many people came to Jesus saying, My burden is too much the cross I bear is too heavy and the Lord Jesus answers, “put all on a heap, I will see to it. And people unloaded their crosses to come back the next day. They were all in a pile and Jesus said pick out the cross you want to bear. And they tried this cross, it was too heavy, too thorny, too sticky, too short and finally they found one.

I also belong to those who have to have solid praise (/). It is good in one way to found new herb solutions, new help, new answers. I have to have visible ___________. As of last week, I checked out how many of us needed trace mineral silver. I have to have your hand to make sure that you needed this trace mineral. I completely doubted my inner voice. I had to check it out. Now I have a solution, a terrific solution for all of us. The answer is in the bible, “My angels go before thee.” The messages of God are the Lord’s angels and everyone has one or more of these Divine Spirits. If we want to go the route Jesus points out without a doubt, and in full confidence, then let us speak to the angels. Now if you are in dire need of help, speak to the angels, better yet write.

Angel, please help me that I do not doubt. Write this 15 times down. The miracle will happen, soon you will be strong in your belief.

If you need an answer to help yourself or your beloved one. Ask the angels of love to point it out to you. Say it, then manifest it in a written sentence. Do it 15 times. You will find the answer to your problem.

If you need financial support, do the same and you will feel the angels around you and miracles happen.

The key is to write it out. Therefore the written request. One so powerful because they are written out.

Dear folks, this is not my ________. This comes from the secret of our diving teachings of old.

It is only taught to super students. The Lord impressed me to tell you this, so in Jesus' opinion, you are Superstars.

You only write one request. It is money, write out, “Dear angels, I need money support.”

If it is a sick child, rite out, “Please angels of (name of child), help him/her. Write 15 times. If you need a job, “please angels, I need a job.”

Wherever I travel, people are downcast and tell me about the hopeless situation they are in. We are in the Golden Age but they do not believe that there is a wonderful future. The last 45 minutes of my talk is not a physical subject but I am telling them of the miracles they have seen and still do not believe. We are worse than doubting Thomas. After he understood the miracle that had happened, he knelt down and said, “Oh Lord, and my God.”

And what are we saying, “so what”. I remind you

on the unreal miracle of war, President Bush wanted to start the war in the East. It was supposed to last 3 years. He had ordered 300,000 body bags for the soldiers to be brought home. The story goes that the war was delayed because there were not enough body bags and not enough embalming fluid. And when it started it lasted only 3 months and only 89 people dead. Did anyone believe this miracle they saw? Did anyone go to the knees and say “Lord of God, I saw your miracles. I believe in you and your walk. We do not see Jesus, yet we love Him. We are filled with glorious joy because we believe in Him even so we do not see Him. We believe that his soul has kindled our soul, we believe in Him, who showed us the way from darkness to light. From doubt to belief.

Do you believe in Jesus?

A little boy was flying a kite, it was so high you could not see it. A stranger stopped and said what are you doing. I am flying a kit, the boy replied. How do you know there is a kit, the stranger asked. I can feel the pull of it, the boy answered. How do we know there is a risen Christ? We feel the pull of it. Amen.

#40 – Mark 1-15

The time has come and the kingdom of God is close at hand and Mark 1-15 said, Repent and believe the good news. The word repent may be a little fuzzy for us and we are not sure what the bible means. Repent in our language now means change. Watch your heart and see if you need changing. Are you bitter, frustrated, or beautiful (?)? The word of God is that each one of us, without exception, needs to change. We have to do better than ever before. We have to think better. We have to live better,. We have to become more creative, more productive, we have to share more, we have to love more, we have to change to become a more devoted follower of Christ. Jesus made it clear that those who wished to follow Him have to make __________ changes. We also have to make changes in our everyday life. Changes in the relationship to each other and our relationship to God. If we are rigid in a religious belief, let go and find the true meaning of the word Jesus said. If we are rigid in life without true purpose change to a more meaningful life. Remember one thing, please remember. When you finally decide to change, the devil is right there telling you this cannot be done.

You are spiritually growing and Mr. Devil does not like it., so he sends his little devils that you cannot change your mind to follow Christ, to help others. Do not let this bother you. Be steadfast and the devils cannot touch you. As you grow, there come a time no dark influence can touch you, and the devil has no saying over you.

There was a minister lady she went to buy a new dress. She tried this one and another one and finally settled on one that was far too much for her living condition and ________

_______.

Her husband was very upset and said did you not ask the devil to leave you alone. I did, I did, I told him to get behind me but he whispered in my ear, Lady, this dress looks beautiful from the back so I bought it.

The light from the lighthouse is shining over the water to guide the ship at night so will the light of the eternal flame will guide you over the bumpy waters wherever it will be. God is with you particularly in the time of changes. God is with you when the devils are torturing you. Let God win. Let Jesus guide you in the times you change. You are the master of year ship. You are the authority of your own changes. Be strong, be steadfast, be alert, and be blessed on your road to the light eternal, to God.

#41 - Snoopy Joe Quarterback notebook – Power of Healing

We have good news. There was a conjunction last week. New powers of light entered our earth. It is the 4th time this happened. It is a power for healing. It will begin a healing power not known to man. It will be powerful in quality and a terrific step up in ________________.

The color is orange-pink as roses can be. It will penetrate into every house and every creation as earth will benefit. Talk about Grace Eagle.

I did not see Bigfoot. I did not even smell him as Virgil Armstrong did. I guess I am not ready for that. Anchorage is in trouble. The big fish canneries were sold to Japan.

Only Japanese workers are running it. Fishing rights to the white man, the commercial fishers are only from 11 am to 3 pm. The rest of the day Japanese are allowed to fish. Fish are never caught in daylight, only morning and night. The houses are empty the people moved out.

A seamless robe

Jesus wore a seamless robe. Only kings and emperors were allowed to wear seamless robes. The edges where they had to cut were painstakingly woven together. It took days on end to create such a robe. It was a master creation.

Remember at the end the soldiers threw dice for this Jesus robe and as they could not decide who should be the winner, the robe was cut into 4 pieces. This is symbolic. The oneness of Christ was split and spread over the earth.

You know what we are doing, we paste edged together and make a quick fix with the iron but that is not what a seamless robe is representing. The greatest tragedy in life is that while God made us originals, we each one was from originals, we work all our lives to become like everyone else. The schools, the dress shop. The educators are all aimed to make us alike but God created each one of us as a unique person. Unfortunately, we do not appreciate our creator that He made us a one of a kind masterpiece of creation

This appreciation must be acquired. This is an essential element in the process of spiritual growth. You are unique! Apostle Paul said, "I have learned in whatever state I am to be content. Content I can do all things in him who strengthens me." At that time Apostle, Paul was in prison.

God game us a seamless robe at birth. The first commandment Jesus gave us is –

You shall love the Lord with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.

You shall love your neighbor as yourself. The seamless robe is the combination of commandments one and two.

If you have chosen this seamless robe, if you have chosen to wear a seamless robe, you can rejoice. You are not far from the kingdom of God. From Yugoslavia comes the following story:

There was a church in the valley. It was said that on a special holiday the bells would ring all by themselves if this greatest gift was placed before the altar. People flocked from far away to be present where the miracle was to happen. 2 young boys from the mountains walked all afternoon to see the church but so much as to see the miracle but pray for their sick mother.

Not too far from the church, they found a man on the roadside in agony. It must have been a heart attack or something. The older one of the two said, “We cannot leave him alone. Go brother and get help. Here is my candle, light it in church.” The younger one rushed. The brilliant service had started already, he wanted to get help but all folds were busy to admire the unbelievable piles of gifts in front of the altar.

Finally, the boy found a way through the crowd to light the candle of his brother on the altar and at this moment the silent bells started to ring. First one bell, then 2 and three, and soon the symphony of all bells filled the valley. The people were in awe. What kind of candle is this, they asked? It is my brother’s candle not far from here, he is watching over a sick man and he sent me for help.

The crowd took off at once to walk to the scene and found the young man taking care of the dying. In the cold, he had taken off his coat and had covered the man and had bedded the head in his lap. The villagers carried the man home and praised God for this miracle of love.

With what can we compare the kingdom of God? Harold Kushner wrote this book, “When Children ask about God”. He wrote when your 7-year-old son asks, Who is God or what is God, what would you answer? The answer is not what is God, The answer is how to experience God. I made a small list of this experience.

When someone is kind to you (you experience God).

When someone forgives you.

When someone shares with you.

When you are sick and you get well.

When you fall down and ________- yourself and then you heal.

When you go out on a sunny day and see how beautiful the world is.

These are all moments that you experience God. When Jesus appeared to his disciples when they were huddled together behind shut doors. He, our Lord said, “Peace be with you, as the Father has sent me, so I send you.” Jesus stands among us now, offering us peace of mind, heart, and soul.

He offers us the experience of the spirit of God deep within us. We have said a lot about the prayer physical conditions. We came into special awareness to care for our bodies which is a priceless gift of God. The duty to care for your body is a solemn obligation. It is but one step removed from the obligations to properly condition our inner soul.

Love Heals

All disease is ultimately related to a lack of love. This is mentioned in the back of Dr. Bernie Siegel, love heals.

Let us look for our Lord, but not in the tomb for the tomb is empty. Our Lord has risen and this resurrection power is in our hearts. And this power is so strong that it overflows. It overflows that the healing power will heal us and our fellow man and our country.

Besides arterial, the circulatory system, there is a far more delicate system of subtle circulatory systems throughout the body which carries the life force to every atom. Through your nervous system, this life force is sent to a set of cells in the brain. These cells, in turn, act as a distributor for the force and it is sent out to every atom of the body along with the nervous system. It also acts as a protection for the nerves. If the life force is dissipated the cells become set. New cells are created all the time to replace old cells but when there is no lie force available to do that, the old cells will not be exchanged for new ones, and aging begins. Do not dissipate this life force with thoughts of sex or lust or passion.

Breathing properly brings the body under the spiritual influence and therefore spiritualizes the body. The adrenal gland has to do with blood pressure. The thyroid is controlled by the pituitary gland and then the pineal gland. The pineal gland is the prime center for controlling all the endocrine. Did Christ teach us how to stimulate these glands? Yes, he did. He taught love in ___________, which brings the endocrine to _________.

Acidity is controlled to a great extent with the voluntary control of the thyroid gland. It can be directed and stimulated to control bacteria, viruses, and viroid infections by producing acidity in which bacteria cannot live.

I heard Hindus say that is the reason they control bacterial infection by stimulating the thyroid gland.

Parathyroid control the _____________ of calcium and liver. How can we stimulate the parathyroids by _________ ___ and massage in a circular motion, and visualize that it works.. The tiny mineral gallium is needed.

#42 - John 14:12

I solemnly assure you, this man who has faith in me, will do the works I do. Most of us are thinking of a church as you are thinking of an Inn, a place where you rest and comfort your soul and body. In this time and age, we should be thinking of a church, not as an Inn, but as an outpost. An inn is a place to which you carry unrest to be helped. And a church as an outpost where you help each other. Any church acting as an outpost is to model for the world as Jesus wants it. The good news of peace to you and your beloved ones including the country can only be spread by outposts. We all know that a child is a longing for love when he/she is most unlovable.

Not everyone who is exposed to the teaching of Christ responds positively. Some choose to keep Christ’s teaching at arm’s length. Others turn away and till others embrace Christ’s teaching. What is Christ’s teaching? The is the teaching of light, the teaching of forgiveness, the teaching of love.

It was in an isolated village in India. The villagers suffered ill health for a long time. Missionaries decided to start a mission in this isolated part of the world. The first thing they found that that is was the terrible foul-tasting water which made the villagers ill. So they came together and painfully dug a new well. The water was very good. Again and again, the missionaries tried to bring Christ teaching but it failed, so they said. Some months later, the government sends representatives to find out if people still believe in Christ. The only picture they found was a torn down, grubbed up picture of Christ on the wall of the village leader. Why do you have this? The authority said. The answer is for me, for you and the villagers. He is the only one to bring clean water to us.

#43 - 526 Luke 22-29

Jesus said, "I confer a kingdom on you, just as my Father conferred one on me." Once up a time, there was a woman who denied the existence of any divine power. She was an atheist. Those who knew her carried heavy under the mocking of churchgoers. She was disliked and died along. In her testament she ordered that her grave should be covered with a cement slab and heavy stones around, then everyone should remember her as an unbeliever in Divine power. For years people walked by this monument of stone and remembered her. One day a squirrel dropped an acorn close to one of the stones. By Spring, a tiny sap was seen as the ears went by a might oak tree had developed and had split the cement in two. The marking place of the woman of unbelief was gone, and on its place stood a mighty oak tree, majestic and powerful. There must be a God we never would have thought of this one. People can be unreasonable, selfish,, and mean, but love them anyway as Jesus did. At the last supper, Jesus said “I confer a kingdom on you.”

This is one of the most mysterious sayings Jesus ever said. I confer a kingdom onto you. Are we worth it?

If He, Jesus said it, yes, we are.

How can we build the kingdom in us and around us?

Dig what is _______

Repair what is broken.

Heal what is to be healed.

Say thanks to Him, all mighty.

The story is told. There was a beggar on the street. A man passing by gave him a coin or two. Have a good day, the man said. Oh, the beggar said, I never have a bad day. The coin giver said ‘have a happy life”, Oh the beggar answered, I am never unhappy.

How come, said the coin giver. The beggar said, “when things are going well, I thank God. If not, I give thanks anyway. If I had a good meal, I thank God and if hungry, I thank Him also. God’s will is my will, said the beggar. The man looked at the beggar with astonishment.

Who are you he asked? The beggar said, I am a King, and where is your kingdom. In my heart, said the beggar.

#44 - Luke 15: 2

And the Pharisees and scribes murmured, saying “this man (meaning Jesus receives 2 sinners and eats with them. The religious leaders argued about Jesus. They said, “if it would be trued that this man speaks for God, he Jesus would not act this way. This man sits down at the table and eats with sinners. At the time Jesus visited this earth, there was a great clash between rich and poor, workers, and landowners, and it was a sin to share anything with the lower classes. Therefore, the word sinner, Jesus answers with 2 parables, one with the lost sheep, one with the lost son.

A popular comedian had a routine to recall his adolescent years. Remember the times of adolescence is like a movie in your house “al upside down”. Well this day after leaving home received a telegram from his father saying “don’t return and all is forgiven.” This was not the parable of Christ. We all know the story of the Last Son.

When the playboy in the bible had lost all money, all friends he started to go home. There was his father embarrassing him and helping him come back to establish his home. To speak of relationships between parents and children, it is more advanced than it had ever been. In this age, we realized that all of us belong to our Lord, our Father, our God. We parents do not own our children, they are given as a gift to cherish and care for. Therefore you need as Apostle Paul said, a hospitable home.

Corinthians 5, Verse 19 It said, “we are Ambassadors for Christ, not hostility but hospitability should be our motive in life.

The story was told of a priest who was puzzled by a shabby old man who went to church every day at noon and came out again almost immediately. The priest decided to question the old man and asked what he was doing. I am praying said the man. Come now, the priest said, you came at noon and leave immediately, you could not say ½ of the Lord’s prayer in that short of a time. The man answered I am not a bug prayer, I just say, Jesus, it is me, Jesus it is Fred. It is just a little prayer but I guess he hears me. This man got injured and was brought to the hospital. There he had a wonderful influence on all the patients in the ward. Grumbling patients became cheerful and other people laughed in spite of their misery.

A head nurse noticed the happy change in the ward and asked Fred, “what is it that makes you so cheerful?

“Oh”, the man said, It is my visits. The nurse was puzzled. Fred’s chair was always empty, what did he mean? Fred answered, every day at noon He comes and stands at my bedside for a few seconds, I see Him and He smiles at me and says, “Fred, it’s Jesus”.

American's families are in deep trouble. Trouble so deep as to threaten the future of our nation.

#45 - John 20:19

Jesus came and stood among them and said to them. Peace be with you. In 1914 there was a lot of talk about world war one being the war to end all wars. Many of those who eventually died in World War I had felt very deeply that their sacrifice was making peace for their children, their family, and their country. This hope was in vain because another more dreadful ware came up, World War II, and now again World War III is being prepared, but remember prophet Isaiah said, And they will beat their swords into plow shovels and their spears into pruning shears. Nations shall not rise against nations. Neither shall they learn ware any more and Jesus said, “Peace be with you.” Peace disturbances are not only expressed in war but also in your heart. Now with the blessed advent times, we have to search more for peace than at any other time of the year. The United States presidential seal shows the American Eagle clutching arrows in one talon and an olive branch in the other. In some pictures you see that the eagles look after the arrows, in others you find the eagles looking toward the olive branch. President Truman set it for all times that the eagles look towards the peace branch, to show that America is searching for peace, yet we the peacemakers have a long way to go.

In Reader’s Digest, was a story. Father and 6-year old daughter were looking over some old photographs. The father was in uniform and the daughter asks, “Daddy were you in war?” “Yes”, said the father, and the daughter said, “Against which planet?” Peace be with you Christ said. Peace starts with us on an individual basis. If you have to make peace with someone, with a member of your Church, do it now.

This poem brought us to this talk. Last night I had the strangest dream. I had ever dreamed before. I dreamed the world had all agreed to put an end to the war. Last night I thought that as members of the community of Christ, we all agree to become his peacemakers, his peacekeepers and it starts with us.

Turmoil, unhappiness, the war goes on in many of us, if I may, in all of us. But Jesus said, “Peace be with you.” How can we evaluate it? Examine the issue of unpeace, is it worth it? Eliminate if you can the worst trouble, change it, attack the darkness that makes you restless. You will find that the issue, which is taking your peace can be solved. They will be a wound, an open sore. You have to heal that sore also, and that is what I learned. Set a minute aside, hold your heart like this and heavenly peace comes to your heart. All hardship is gone, all stress left you and in your own paradise in peace. Dr. Atkins said, "All diseases of the body are stress diseases.

It is a poem, which brought me to this talk and I forgot to show you the position of your hand. It really works.

#46 – You Will Never Thirst

Jesus said, with this water that I shall give you will never thirst. In the remote deserts of the Southwestern United States, the temperature got up to 120 degrees. The earth cracks from heat and dryness. In this isolated area live a few people, among the sagebrush, they build their homes and love them. How is it possible for them to live there because under the earth's curst they found water, living water, and the people tapped in and pumped it into their homes. As long as they have water they can live. As long as they are tapping this precious source of life, which flows deep beneath the surface of the earth, they can survive in the desert.

In terms of our spiritual survival, in terms of our ultimate fulfillment, we have to discover that precious source of life. Jesus said, “ The water that I shall give those that drink will never thirst. We have to tap that precious source of life which Jesus described as living water (John 4-10).

I remind you of a story I told already. Missionaries gather ina remote country where sickness cannot be wiped out. They found that the cause was the poor water supply and got busy to dig deep in the earth until they found a source of good water.

People got well but no one wanted to adopt Christ so the missionaries left. Shortly after an authority from an Islamic priest came to find out what happened. They saw a Christ pictured in the village leader and asked did you turn to Christianity? Why do you have this picture on the wall? The village leader repled, Because he brought us living water.”

Biology teaches us that man is the most adaptable of all living creatures. Man has fought extinction and survived severe earth changes. Man has survived in an unhealthy environment. As long as man has the living water Christ speaks about, man will survive. And Jesus also said, “Become a spring of water, swelling up to eternal life."

#47 - Mark 6:2

Most of them were astonished when they heard Him. In today’s gospel lesson, Jesus returns to Nazareth, the childhood home of Jesus. It was for the first time since His public ministry started. His reputation preceded Him. The villagers had heard accounts of His teachings and His awesome miracles. Now Jesus was back. Teaching in the synagogue, and the villagers said “where did this man get all of this? What are His miracles? What is the wisdom that is granted to Him? Let us examine these passages! No man, no woman is permitted to speak in the synagogue, only the priest and those men of Kingly decent. Here we are, those of kingly decent. We know that at that time, the kingdoms were suppressed but the law could not be changed for speaking in a synagogue. Next, Why did Jesus know so much? Jesus was educated in the big pyramid in Egypt. When He was only 12 years of age. He was astounding the wise men with His knowledge.

My research brought me to the understanding that Mother Mary came from a small kingdom. Her parents were ruling there. I don’t know the truth about Joseph. It does not really matter because through Mary the doors were open. Furthermore, when Jesus hired someone, you have to pay that person. Jesus hired 12 disciples and they were paid. They had families and they needed money. Judas Iscariot was the bookkeeper. I bring this for the people who thrift away tomorrow, so you know the truth.

In our present-day society, we seem to have little time for practicing and concentrating on the Mystery of Life. We are crippled in our search for wisdom and apply this wisdom to the pursuit of personal gain. Several years ago a man wrote to a British newspaper. “Dear Sir, I noticed that preachers seem to set a agreat deal of importance on their sermons and spend a great deal of time preparing them. I am going to church quite regularly. I have listened to many sermons but I cannot remember a single one of them. I wonder if the preacher's time should be spent on something else.

The answer came, Dear Sir, I have been married for 30 years. My wife cooked many meals but I cannot remember them, and yet I received nourishment from every meal. I have the distinct impression that without them, I would have starved to death a long time ago.

The word of God has a way of getting to you, it teaches you wisely. Living wisely means that we know that we are pilgrims on this earth living wisely means developing a lifestyle and developing a way of fulfillment. The human mind is fantastic that it can develop a technology for almost anything. We put a man on the moon. To put mind control over you. The knowledge is here so you can draw from it. However, you cannot answer the question. How to live.

This is not answered with technology, not on the mind level alone. The answer is coming from the heart and soul. The source of all this wisdom is God. To discover the meaning of life, the bible tells us, we must be in touch with God with our whole heart, our soul, and our mind.

Two businessmen were struggling to resolve severe financial problems. One was a big businessman and the other a poor man with a tiny business. The poor man asked, “Lord, I need 500 dollars so I know have to close my door. The banks only give money when you don’t really need it. The big businessman heard it and wrote a check for $500. After the poor man had left with a thousand thanks. The big businessman said, Oh Lord can I have your undivided attention, I need one million!”

There are times in all of our lives that we have spiritual bankruptcy. Our mind is flooded with questions as Who am I? What is the real meaning of my life? And we fall off in a lack of faith? Our Lord needs our undivided attention and He, our Lord, will give the answer. It is, Love one another as I have loved you.

#48 His Will Shall Be Done

Today we come together to confirm the Advent message, which is light and love. We come together to confirm that this Advent message is love. That life need not be empty for us. It is the message of light and life, which fascinates us and strengthens us. God, who is with us in Jesus Christ will keep His promise of eternal fulfillment and His will shall be done on earth as it is in heaven. Let us flashback and ask who was Joseph? Who was Mary? How come the 3 wise men say a King is born? Yes, to use Jesus is King in a highly spiritual sense. At that time, the 3 kings knew more. Matthew was a Levi. He is recorded in the bible as the Lion of the tribe of Judah. Matthew traces the legal line from Abraham, through David, then through Solomon, which answer the royal line to joseph.

Therefore the 3 kings could say a King is born. The same is reported by Luke, the physician. Mother Mary’s father was Heli. Also of kingly descent, of Northern Tribes. Mary the mother of Jesus was out early with the age of five in a convent called the Order of the Virgins. She stayed there until she was 15 or 16 to marry Joseph, who was much older. Therefore it is said, “mary was a virgin, from the convent called Virgin.

A virgin shall be with child and give birth to a son, and they shall call him Emanuel, which means God is with us. To my surprise, the word Emanuel is hardly ever used in the bible. It is mentioned in Isaiah 7-14, Psalm 8-8, and Matthew 1-23.

Isaiah 7-14

Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign, “Behold a virgin shall conceive and bear a son and shall call his name Emanuel. In Isaiah 8-8, it is written, He shall pass through Judah, He hall flow and go over and the stretching of His wings shall fill the breadth of the land, O Emmanuel.

Emmanuel the Lord is with us. Please keep this in mind the word Emmanuel. Place it on a piece of paper into your pocket, your work table, wherever. When I saw my first death, I was totally shaken. Thank God, my Father had visited me and had taken a room a block away. In the middle of the night, he took me for a walk. By walking he spoke about disaster and death and again and again the world Emmanuel, “God be with us”. Remember this word. When you or others are in trouble call the rare name, word Emmanuel.

Our country is in the utmost danger. Let us put the word over America, Bosnia, and our sins, Emmanuel.

There is an old legend about the shepherd to whom the angels spoke. One evening, these men were sitting about their fires trying to put this melody together. The angel's song before they brought the message. Suddenly a faint bleating of a sheep came from the hillside. The men knew that the lamb was in trouble but no one moved. The treacherous path, the darkness, the uncertainty held their bodies in silence. But one young fellow jumped up and disappeared in the darkness.

Much later he returned with the lamb safely in his arms. Bruised and bleeding, the strangest thing happened. The young man reported, On my way back for no reason music filled my mind and then he sang to them, the lost melody of the angels. Years passed, the babe born in Bethlehem was grown and taught his own followers ______ and healed the sick.

The disciples heard it and said Jesus out there is a ______ man who sings a song of musical beauty, please see him. Jesus went out and looked into the man’s eyes. “I can see and the beggar jumped to his feet’ Jesus must have smiled and said, We have not long before, where did you first hear that melody? And the healed man said, when I was tending the sheep and rescued the lamb, that’s where I heard it first. Jesus replied, the Master, “It is given to many men to hear the song from My Father’s choir, but all too few keep it alive as you have done with a loving heart. Today, we come together to confirm the Advent messages with is light and life.

We come together to confirm that this Advent message is love. That life needs not to be empty for us. It

Christ will keep His promise of eternal fulfillment.

#49- Thanksgiving Day

What a wonderful work time and just before Christmas. Consider the beginnings of Christmas, the pilgrim Father, and Mother, how could they give thanks? They had suffered terribly on this journey to American. They had buried many children, women, and men, but when the leaves in the area they had first settled turned golden and yellow they could not help but say thanks to God or this extraordinary beauty. We do not have it here in this area, but I have seen it in Birmingham and other places where the settlers arrived first.

The Psalm book was their prayer book and they read it over and over to keep strength and courage. One situation is different from the pilgrim fathers and mothers. The pilgrims were persecuted for their religious faith and they started American on religious faith. Are we continuing to hold up this faith? Are we praising God and giving thanks? Surely once in a while, we do, but seldom and not consistently.

Oftentimes, when we are in trouble, downcast, or have pain, we do not give thanks to anyone or anything, the least to our Lord. We don’t feel like it and that is what we learn from the pilgrims. Even so, you don’t feel like it. Give thanks. We have a warm house, we have food to eat, we have friends, why don’t we give thanks? Because with true thanks goes faith.

Years ago, when we arrived in Boulder, around Christmas time a huge cross was shining from the mountain overlooking Boulder. All of us lifted up our eyes up towards the mountain and joy was total. The cross is gone replaced by a 5 sided star. By law no more shining cross. Where is our faith? Where is our cross? Why does this happen to America? I have no answer but one. We have to take Thanksgiving seriously and keep it going daily with praise and sacrifice.

Last Monday when I opened the donation box I found a candy in the box. I know who it was. I heard a boy asking his father, what is this box for? And the father said you put in thanks to God from that what you like. There I found the candy and it made Thanksgiving to me.

#50 - Luke 4-8

You must worship the Lord, our God, and serve Him also. You may have come feeling distant to God, apart from God, you will ask Lord, why don’t I feel close to You? And God will be saying, I am always here. I have not moved. God had finished his creation and after the days of creation, it is written, God saw that it was great.

You come to worship.

To declare you need to be fulfilled by God

You willingly subject your hearts desire to the control of God.

To feed the mind with the truth of God

To see the magnificent Lord

To offer your heart to God.

September 9th

And Jesus said, "You have my Master’s blessing. Inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the creation of the world." What does Jesus, the Christ really mean? You have become this kind of person God made you to be. You have discovered the secret of how to get it all together. Why? Because you are a caring person. Because you are sensitive to the needs of others. Where you see hunger, you give food. Where you see thirst, you give a drink. Where you see illness, you give comfort. Where you see loneliness, you give friendship. You would not have come so far if this would not be true.d

A company offer a _________ called compassion advertising ______ in ten seconds instant compassion for the agony of sunburn. Compassion spray did not last very long. The pain was removed for only a few minutes. A deeper, penetrating compassion, that is what our world needs. It is not in a spray can. It is God’s gift to us. Compassion so dear, so beautiful, so effective. The disciple had heard Jesus speak but they had not learned the lesson until they went out to teach.

The late Bob Benson was a man who loved telling stories. One of his stories was called the baloney story. He went to an old-fashioned church picnic. He had no time to prepare so in the last minute he took a dried-up baloney, a little mustard, 2 slices of stale bread and made a baloney sandwich, placed it in a brown paper bag. The other folks had prepared a feast with chicken, and ___ and tomatoes and whatnot. This sandwich was cut up and placed on the big table, and he that brings the old sandwich feasted on all the delicious items the folks had brought, and here Bob Benson said, “Finally it dawned on me. Why don’t we put our little bit we have on God’s divine table?’

Let us put that what you are and I will take what I have and what I am together with what you have and we stumble on a bargain for a lifetime. I know that I do not have enough wisdom, money, love, and compassion, but our Lord has it and He said, “let us put it together. What a bargain! Do we have compassion Well, go ahead and eat your baloney sandwich as long as you can? But one day when you get tired of its tastelessness, when you are tired of pounding your life your own way, you are invited to share in the very being of a gracious ‘god. God of compassion, God of Lions, and he is no baloney.

Four letter words

Lord, teach us to pray. We talk a lot about prayer. Also, about the importance of prayer, we talk about the necessity of prayer, the different kinds of prayer. Many of us do a lot of prayer, our trust and our hope in prayer is a problem solver, a deep-rooted problem solver. Prayer gives us guidance for our life and our problem. I remind you of the 7th chapter of Luke, verse 9, it states “Ask and you shall receive. Seek and you shall find. Knock and it shall be opened to you. And when we ask and God does not seem to answer, we are confused. We wonder, we doubt and we lose faith. Also, the disciples had lost faith so Jesus taught the Lord’s prayer to them. Father, hallowed by your name, all other 4 _________ in the Lords’s payer ___________ Hallowed be thy name.

Do not miss the part of the first petition, hallowed by thy name. May your name held Holy. Let us truly look at this. Let’s start our day with praise. Holy, be this wonderful earth.

Holy, be God our Father. And then what happened. We moved in a higher dimension. We know that our request will be fulfilled. We know the angels are with us.

A true story. A young woman just had finished her medical training. She had a terrible accident and was paralyzed from the waist down. The dream of her life was shattered. In her despair, she only whispered the first words Hallowed by Thy name. It gave her the strength to endure. Soon later a surgeon came in and said, Mary, why don’t you come to the surgery and help me to repair _____________, in shattered hands and feet. They built her a platform for there they moved the wheelchair and helped her to become the most skilled surgeon for tendon repair and she said,

“I asked for legs but God gave me wings.” Looking back on our lives we find that this is true in many ways. You had to give us your house because you could have lost the job and could not afford the huge house payment. You had to move in a smaller one what a blessing for you, it was so cozy, so warm and comfortable that the crack in your marriage got knit. What a blessing! With grace speak God’s word, write thankfulness tart the day. If we hold this grace in our hearts all day long, the prayer will be answered in one way or another.

My husband was in the death camp in Russia. No one ever came out walking. They all died. Once one month, I was able to write a postcard and he received it on his deathbed. I had written please do all you can come home we need you. He placed this card over his heart and he received strength and he walked out the next day.

A lady told us the following story. Her little boy fell headfirst from a roof. She cried out Jesus, help and the pants caught on a small nail keeping him 5 inches from the impact of the floor. Ask and you will receive. Seek and you shall find. Knock and it shall be opened unto you.

The meeting with Mrs. Hanslin (?) was a new experience. It was a testimony report written in German with a very very good translator at her side. She taught us to open the hand feet apart and receive the healing through the left foot over the body and to the right foot. It was not clear what she meant that the power comes through the head. In any case the form of healing support group in power. Sorry, but I am ashamed so many people lost work and time without taking much ----------.

#51 - Luke 17: 5

Lord, increase our faith! My deepest prayer is, "Lord show us ever new horizons, inspire our belief as never before. A few years before the Soviet empire crumbled, a scientist from Duke University was invited to visit Russia. He returned telling that nobody goes to church. The churches are empty just a few old women huddled in on or another church. He said, “what can a few old women do in the face of such an empire? But it was just a few years later that the empire crumbled. Was it the consistent prayer of some devoted women? I am convinced that these few women had with their _______________ faith made the difference.

It is not the prayer given once in a while, it is the consistency of belief and faith of doing and working, of opening the veil so the light can shine.

People meeting in Alcoholics Anonymous tell their stories to help others. One man reported that he saw a white figure at the foot of his bed. He was scared but then an enormous feeling of peace came over him, he said it was a revelation. Another man reported his story. One day fully drunk he found the mirror and saw his own face.

He simply stopped drinking out of fright. He said I always wanted a revelation but I had a miracle.

Apostle Paul makes it clear that every Christian is called to make a once and for all decision. This decision can come in dramatic circumstances or it may come slowly, naturally and I call it a simple miracle of faith. Folks, this is the faith that can move mountains. This is the faith that can uproot even a Mulberry tree.

If you are losing faith, cleanse yourself, bathe away negative thoughts as it cannot be done or I am too weak, or I am too old, or I am not sure to do this special job, I or I have no time. To me, faith needs action. Just sitting and contemplating and asking Jesus to make me faithful is not for me.

Take basil, simmer it and strain into a bathtub, a 10-minute bath will release all negative attachments.

Mint baths will stimulate _ and feel a way ___________- doubline ________ in you.

#52 - Luke 21: 19

By your endurance, you will gain your lives. In today's gospel lesson, Jesus reminds His disciples of the difficulties along the bumpy road of life. He speaks of wars, nations rising against nations of pestilences and terror. And then He, Jesus said, “Not a hair on your head will perish, by your endurance, you will gain your lives.

Our faith offers us no illusion that we are people for exemption from the flu or any other form of suffering. It holds no promise for a trouble-free life or easy comfort. It grants us no immunity from evil and its consequences. However, our Christian faith provides us with the spiritual equilibrium and the moral stamina to face up to the burden and fears and overcomes them. By your endurance, you will gain your lives.

Here is a story I wanted to tell you yesterday but there was not time. There is a story from the life of the great 15th-century artist, Albrecht Durer. Albrecht and a friend known as Hans were both struggling young artists. They were quite poor and had to work and go to school missing out on many lectures. One day Hans decided, let us make a bargain, you, Albrecht go to school and I work for both of us and when you are successful, I will go to school and you work.

Albrecht was not only talented, he was a genius as we all know. After beginning to be successful, we went back to Hans so he could go to school. However, in order to support Albrecht, Hans had done much manual labor and the slender sensitive artist’s hands had been ruined for life.

The stiff gnarled fingers could not hold a brush for delicate painting. So Albrecht Durer painted those hands of his friend, Hans. He painted them as he was seeing after in prayer for their success. Today, those praying hands are in many houses and musicians and tell us the tremendous tale of love and sacrifice. Every success is based on love and endurance and on the enthusiasm which means God within.

#53 - John 20: 19

Now on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb early. While it was still dark and saw that the stone had been taken away from the tomb and she was afraid. I remind you and tell you again the true happening about Easter. After the soldiers had released Jesus from the cross, his disciples laid Him to rest in a new tomb.

The governor was so afraid that the disciples would be rioting or removing the cross that he ordered a huge boulder to be placed over the entrance to the tomb, with the government seal on it. Whosoever broke any government seal was put to death and here Mary Magdalene found the stone rolled away. The bible reports, “She was afraid”. What had happened?

The governor was very fearful that the disciples of Christ would take the corpse so he ordered not only the big stone but also 100 soldiers to watch over it. The soldiers were laying around gossiping or playing cards, when at midnight, they saw something, they saw a long row of men dressed in white, shiny robes coming to the garden. They walked slowly, solemnly. The white hoods drown deeply into their faces, step by step they came closer. The commander said “stop but they did not stop. So the soldiers were ordered to throw the stones at them but nothing hit them. They moved on. The soldiers were ordered to attach them but their swords could not touch them. So the soldiers fled leaving the White Brotherhood untouched.

The soldiers did not want to return but the governor hearing their story gave them a lump of money to be quiet and go again. It was a dark night, the night from Saturday to Sunday. The soldiers did not gossip. They huddled together waiting. At midnight, the same thing happened again. Solemnly, the shiny white-clad hooded men appeared. One by one they marched by the terrified soldiers. This time the soldiers did not move. They watched the men approaching the boulder and getting on top, stamping on the seal of the governor and moving the boulder. As if it was a football. The soldiers fled only a few stayed in awe laying their weapons down. They watched the White Brotherhood disappear.

When Mary Magdalene came in the early morning hour, she saw 2 angels on the stone which was rolled aside and the angels said, “Jesus is risen, Allelejuah.” Jesus is risen, Allelejuah.”

We say the very same thing with the resurrection power of Christ all things can be changed now.

Now they happen in our lives. Now they can happen to all those that do not believe. All those living in darkness can be resurrected to the light eternal. All those suffering from aches and pains can be helped. Why?? Because Christ, our Lord showed us His resurrection power.

This power is a phenomenal power. It turns the world. It is a portrait in the saying, “He has the whole world in His hands.” Let us sing.

We ask Jesus if we can use this special power, the resurrecting power to resurrect America. The beautiful saying, “Blessed are the peacemakers. Blessed are they, who, in heave with God’s will are calling for and praying for the elimination of war, elimination of violence, elimination of unruliness, elimination of darkness. Blessed indeed are the peacemakers. Today we turn to the resurrection power Christ had released and with this power, Let us Heal our Nation.

#54 - Mark 4: 26

This is what the kingdom of God is like. We are citizens of two worlds. The world of time, the world of eternity. It is not a matter of conflict, it is a matter of royalty to the highest goal. The bible said, “Seek first the kingdom of God. This is our true and everlasting God.” However, we also live in a world of time. Folks, we live in a different time, in an absent time.

Just a few – a child was healed from leukemia through a natural method. A court was asked to take the child from his parents because the child was healed naturally.

A physical called in “how long will it take to beat leukemia? I have to go to the hospital for 6 weeks for chemotherapy. I asked him who makes you do that? Our organization, he answered but I can postpone it. He did and was healed naturally.

Helena, my granddaughter, 25 years old, a day before her birthday.

I say this, so you see in what difficult situations we are at the present time. You do not want your child to be inoculated, but you have no choice. The needle with Hepatitis A which is herpes or Hepatitis B, which has a monkey virus is given to your child.

Christ emphasized, The secret of the kingdom of God has been given to you and this kingdom is truth. And this kingdom is care for each other. What most of us call love. Since the word is abused. I call it care for each other.

In the Lord’s prayer, we say, Thy Kingdom come. The keyword is kingdom, not to become -------------.

In the Greek language, it is called kingdom, the pearl of great price.

His kingdom will come - that is our hope. God can take the worst problem and turn them into victory. The give away to Christ (?)

So in this day of hopelessness, we pray with glorious vibrant hope, thy Kingdom come.

The trouble with most of us, we want our own kingdom, we want the kingdom of time, not eternity. I know that Jesus is coming. Hope mountain to faith. The blue mosque in Istanbul was built and used to be Christian. The Islam religion took it over, a magnificent building, huge and all in blue and gold. I visited there several times when I was in Istanbul. My father pointed out that when Christ will return the pictures being painted over will reappear. Sure enough visitors to the mosque tell us that the buried Christ painting on the ceiling is reappearing. The paint breaks off, Christ won.

Christ is winning. Grandmother took her 7-year-old to a beautiful cathedral. The sunlight was shining through the colorful window. The girl asked who is this? Grandmother answered this is St Michael. Who is this? The grandmother said St. James and that is St ___________. The girl said They are saints because light shines through them.

Let us work that the light shines through us also.

#55 - Mark 9-40

Anyone who is not against us is for us. A pastor was asked about his church membership. He said we have 800 members. How many are active? He was asked. The pastor said, “All are active, 400 are actively working with me and 400 are working against me.

I remembered this word when I came Sunday night to church to say thank you to Jesus. The red rose bush was done and the most marvelous other flower display my friend gave to the chapel right from the alter It had disappeared.

Then I went down and washed my hands as Pontius Pilate did and all hurt was gone. Anyone who is not against us is for us. Jesus said it. When we come down to the very truth and wonder about our relationship with Christ, we will admit there is no absolutely NO NEUTRALITY.

We say yes or we say no. We have so many societies in America, the country club, the social clubs, the stamp collector’s club, the barber club. All clubs are men inspired, all clubs are man-made. Only one club is different, the club we call church.

As the foundation, the holy foundation is the Holy Son of God and He stretched His arms and is saying whosoever is not against me is for me. What a wonderful feeling comes over us. He, our Lord Jesus does not reject us even when we come to his church only once a month or twice a year. He tells us, “Brother you are not against me so you are for me. And our Father in heaven sees you and watches over you. However, if we commit ourselves totally there is plenty of work for us to do. Churches like us are still engaged in the process of becoming churches as we have not reached their total potential.

Churches are struggling in learning responsibility and keep it. As we become ready as we are ready, Christ is in our midst. He and only He brings all things on earth under His command, under His herdship.

Howe er, we have to learn to stay with our commitments. People who want to hurt you, people who want to hurt America. Stay up late to make their wishes plans. But the good ones go to bed and say, Angel, watch over me and my beloved ones.

Last year, Dr. Richard Wegener was with us. He was well trained in heart diseases until he himself became deathly ill by the poisoned needle. He was with us for a few weeks. Richard was not a churchgoer, but his heart was a church all by itself. They brought a child to us for about 1 year and the mother had her in her arms. I saw death on the child’s forehead. I screamed. Richard, Richard at once he was on my sight and saw the tragedy. He ripped his coth open and put the child’s head on his heart. Silence, silence. After awhile the child perked up, started breath and she is still living and totally well.

Dr. Richard Wegener past on last week. I go to church every day, but I could not do it. Richard’s was the church of the living Christ.

We cannot be neutral. Our human nature is constantly driving us in search of fulfillment. The most rewarding experience in life is that of giving, giving what? Giving the pure crystal clear water of truth. The truth shall make us free. We come to church to praise God, to sing about God, to be in the presence of God, to be in the presence of those who believe in God. We drink from the water of truth every time we go to a church and feed our soul with crystal clear water of truth. We cannot be neutral. Our Christian history is dotted with accounts of extraordinary saintly people whose lives are examples of heroic commitment and they committed themselves by sharing the water of truth. We have to become more active. We cannot be neutral at this point. For the greatest of all is love and love is never neutral.

Dr. Duane Anderson sends his greetings to all of us. He is asking us to take more magnesium. The fallout of chemicals is now so strong that it hinders the oxygen to be assimilated. He said metals and chemical poisons need more magnesium to carry the oxygen through your blood. As soon we suffer from lack of oxygen, infections set in. There is a new bacteria haunting us, Shigella. It combines with others.

Don’t forget that you are n command when it comes to viruses. Firmly look with your right eye in the right eye of your sick one child or adult. Command it out and say it 3 times, et out of there, shish.

A woman in the last class was so sick. I did it to her and she felt a bird leaving her body and she was well. Also, look in the mirror.

Dear ones, the miracle has happened, when we prayed together last Sunday the step to peace in Haiti was done. Everyone I know was saying it is hopeless we will be at war, you do not have to pray, they said, it is hopeless.

However, the angelic beings waited for your Divine Prayer and walked with this power into the conference room and changed the situation from war to peace. Alleluia.

If we would have gone into war, our nation would be guilty of violating a law of God and would have to pay dearly to repair the damage, if this ever could be possible. The Angelic beings won. Therefore upon this week and upon this day Higher Forces are released to us, to you, to me, to all men of good faith. Our coming together is not to make us feel good but to awaken us, awaken us in spiritual awakening. If we attune ourselves with these divine powers released in these days we are able to move these Holy forces through us so they can go on. It is not a matter of absorbing these power things. It is a matter for us to become a channel so the Holy Grail can be extended to others. If we would be at war, we should have closed off these powers of help for every one of us and for the nations.

In these days, we are passing through a period of darkness which is called, the Old Night. In the East, they call it Kali Yuga, the darkness.

However, we are stepping into the light of day. Before us is the golden age of Harmony, Peace, Strength, Light. It starts within us and from with us, it becomes a vessel for Christ's power for Christ's light. Light is protection. Light is protection against the darkness. But Christ light is more than protection, Christ light is power. The first step you have to do is to discover yourself first. You have to know what you want in your life. Now it is time to ask yourself truthfully. Why did I come to this earth? Why did I come to this chapel? Make a list...

What would you like to be?

A carpenter, a businessman, a writer, a teacher, rich or just enjoy life? Every day cut something out until there is only one item left. That is your call. That is why you came. Next question is, what do you want to sacrifice for it? The bible said, “As you sow, you will reap”. Allelejuah, there is a catch to it.

Story – A farmer showed his pastor the growing crop. It was beautiful, lush, and full of promise for a good harvest. Next over the road was a patch of weed, thistle, neglect. This pastor asked, And whose neglected crop is this?" The farmer smiled, “this is our Lord ________. He was saving it all right but he never tended to it so all weeds took over.

This is for us. We also have to decide but then comes the question how much do you like to give on time, on effort, on studying, an hour without pay?

If you choose light, you also have to tend to it. If you choose to be some help to someone, do it totally. I almost failed on this yesterday. Some folks had sent a request for help. Lots of pain in the spine. The spine was inverted, no chiropractor, an operation was needed and it could be total paralysis. I stood over this letter saying to myself, what if I help her, she would not know where it comes from? Why all that work for nothing There was not a single dollar bill in the letter and this _______nothing did it. 10 minutes later it was in place.

If we commit ourselves totally to help others, the word nothing does not exist. In life, we must work as masters, not as slaves. If we are in chaos, then we created it. And then we say this is not my fault. I didn’t do it. The solution is always within us.

#56 - Memorial Day

It is Memorial Day. We think back to the past Memorial and we realize the power of death and resurrection. Over the land goes the pale horse of death. It stays here, it stays there picking up the souls of our brothers, our children, our husbands. In despair, these men cried out for help, but no one came to comfort them. Only step by step the pale horse was heard.

And the souls cried out, take me with you pale horse to the place we came from. The rider of the pale horse stepped low to pick them up one by one.

Today is Memorial Day. We think of the many men who gave their young lives for a higher goal, which is their country. They died that the country would live. They died that the children of their country could have freedom. They died for you and for me. The following story comes from World War I. French and German soldiers were facing each other in trenches dug into the earth.

It was around Christmas time. One of the French young men was so wounded and screamed for help laying helpless between the two fronts. A stray man all of a sudden rose from the German side slowly he walked to the wounded man, picked him up, and delivered him to the French quarter. No shot was fired, no word was said, death was defeated, death had no saying.

1000st of equal heroic stories are recorded and we in our little church give thanks to them. We honor you, brave young men.

We promise to pick up the flag and will carry it in these dark times to freedom, to life, to resurrection.

#57 - God’s Greatest Gift

Is not given when we are alone but when we are together. When 2 or 3 gather together in My name, I will be in their midst. We are together and the healing and direction by Jesus will be given today's it was given last week and the week before.

Why? You will ask because

the spirit of the Lord is upon us.

I am crushed that the crime bill went through the senate, however, in the same week, our Lord gave us hope and joy in abundance. For years, I am searching for an easy way to use the dowsing techniques of universal truth. Something that everyone can use and totally trust. In this week of total depression, we (Ed, David, and myself) found what we needed, a gift of God. It is totally screened against dark forces with silver and special minerals from Dr. Anderson. With this gift, which I will show alter the door is open to all secrets. Use the word of Christ ___ more often so you can enter the 4th dimension more easily. This is the greatest gift of God ever given that we learn the words of Christ now when we need it most. Yay is not having a good time, yay is the flooding over, you cannot hold it back because Christ's spirit is in you and overflows. That is the secret of healing joy, Eureka, Eureka. You know the story of a famous researcher in the middle ages. He was ordered by the King to find out if the expensive crown of gold was pure gold.

Sitting in the bathtub, Archimedes found the answer and in his joy, he forgot to put his clothes on and jumped down the street. Eureka, Eureka. I don’t’ want you to be stricken, I just ______________ to you what power joy has.

Entrance to the blood system.

#58 – Healer from Australia

Saturday, on the 26th, will be the healer from Australia will come. I don’t know if he will speak on Sunday. I know he will help our most desperate cases. Today is children’s day. One wise man said, "We are going to learn the most important things from children." A 20-month-old could only say mom, dad, and Wow. He used to use the word Wow when something special was going on. As far example the frying pan caught fire or the top did not close.

Then his father noticed when he woke up in the morning he opened his eyes and said Wow. Often times we get up and say Ugh. So let us enjoy this life with Wow. God, you gave us this beautiful day. Wow, something beautiful is happening today.

It is priceless to know how children feel. Two boys had climbed a brick wall and could not go back. A man came and said jump in my arms, I will catch you. One of the boys did it at once, the other hesitated a long time before he jumped. What was the difference? The first boy was the son of the man who said jump. The other one was not his son. Doubt kept him from jumping. Children said, “I like to come to this chapel, there are so many angels around. Another one said, “In your flowerbed are little people that want to talk to us.

It is Children’s day. They will grow up if we protect them from harm. These children will be the first souls in the golden age and we should listen to these precious jewels given us from God. They teach us love, patience, understanding, and endurance. Praise the Lord for the gift of children.

#59 – Miracles

Today I speak about miracles. Our English word miracles come from the Latin word which means wonders. Also, the word minus means wonder. We say minus often. I wonder too that with all our efforts there is a minus in the bookkeeping. There is a minus in our effort to heal. There is a big minus in our relationship to each other but this is not what a miracle is all about. A miracle is the universal love of God. Manifested in a way we cannot follow, we do not know that which we cannot explain, should be more important to us than that which we can explain. Most of us say, “we are in the age of nuclear distraction or we are in the age of turmoil, or America will be split in two or we are in the age of despair, but I say we are in the age of Miracles. Always there is a mystery in the air, always there are miracles around us. The miracle of the sleeping wheat grain which is sleeping in the cold frozen soil to come to life when the warm sun awakens them. Jesus said “behold the lilies in the field. Miracles cannot be explained, miracles are God’s love in action. Often times I find people either sitting next to me or visiting without any particular reason.

I always feel as if their guardian angel of this specific person has guided them to my door, to this chapel, or wherever. It is the guardian angel speaking to me do this or do that and shows the trouble.

Thursday I was at the Dowser Convention. In front of me was sitting a horrendously overweight young man, about 43 years old. His guardian angel asked for help. With the pendulum, I found no vibration around the heart. I told him so, but he insisted that he had a medical check-up with a treadmill 3 days ago and nothing was found. That was the reason, the treadmill had made a blood clot and he could be helped. This is a miracle. Why did he sit right in front of me? Why did I accidentally ____________ my clothes on him? Yes, someone from the audience said you can do it with prayer, but folks prayer has to have action, it goes together.

There was a poor family living on a farm. The 5-year-old son stricken with polio and was paralyzed. The parents took the child to a hospital but never returned to pick him up. He was placed in a foster home with 4 other boys and a caring mom (?). He was 14 when he finally made the first steps alone. He became outstanding in every way and said It is the miracle of love that did it.

We underestimate the love of Christ, the love of God that we are sent to places where we can learn, where we are healed, where we are helped, and where we can help. Jesus knocked at the door and said, “If anyone hears my voice, and opens the door, I will dine with him and he with me. The miracle is that Jesus knocks at the door and asks to come in. But we have to turn the key, we have to unleash the lock, we have to step aside, we have to let him in and welcome Him.

This is the secret of miracles. The love of God and the little bit we can do to manifest his love. We call our church the Chapel of Miracles. There is always a mystery in the air. There are mysteries around us. I speak about the fact that the gospel writers never let us forget. On the Mount of transfiguration, the power of God is revealed in Jesus, the Christ. St. Mark writes, Jesus was transfigured. His clothes became dazzlingly white. Luke reports, “the aspect of His face was changed and His clothes became brilliant as a nigh light.

And Simon Peter who witnessed the miracle said Master how great it is to be here. Let us stay here and build shrines to worship in that everything is bright and beautiful. Here we are, a church is a place in which we receive orders from God. A place in which we are uplifted, a place in which we can receive new strength and new guidance.

The miracle of transfiguration as reported in the bible is also with us. God’s love surrounds us but we have to open the door that the light will shine into our hearts. With this light, we go home and Christ's spirit will penetrate our home and our work. WE hold in us God’s coming kingdom and we are to manifest this kingdom. Because we have been on the mountaintop and have seen the miracles manifested through Christ. Therefore we stand firm in the Lord. No small talk shall bother you. Stand firm and be true to your real self. The self that is transformed into the image of Christ. In this chapel, many of us are transformed and Christ our Lord is with us. Amen.

#60 – Nutrition

For their water supply in the houses. This pure water is loaded with calcium carbonate. Here lies the secret of the Hunzakuts’ fabulous health.

Apricots provide enzymes

Apricot kernels have B17, the longevity factor of the cells

Calcium carbonate, a lime water, is needed to make the enzymes in the apricot active that this enzyme can assimilate vitamin B17

If B17 cures cancer or not is not for me today but it surely takes pain away. B17 brightens the dark days of a cancer victim. Patients are feeling better and happier. All cases are eating better, gaining weight, and strength.

Dr. Dean Burk, head of the Cytochemistry Section of the National Cancer Institute, Bethesda, Maryland, said, “B17 is non-toxic.” After testing B17 on rats he said, “Aspirin tablets proved to be twenty times more toxic to the animals than Amygdalin.”

Here is your homemade B17:

4 apricot kernels

2 pieces dried apricot

5 Calcarea carb, 6x homeopathic, or lime water

Chew this. Take the formula twice a day. It tastes wonderful. Everybody should have this treat, at least once a day.

Commercially B17 is called laetrile, a tremendous fight is going on about B17. When someone wants to obtain B17, an ingredient in apple seeds, in millet, in apricot kernels, the FDA will shout, no good, ban it, and yet allow Dioxin which is Agent Orange to be sued in herbicides, lawn sprays, and sprayed on cornfields when I new powerline is to be built. When Dioxin, agent orange is used to defoliate the ______________.

B17 has 2 sides. The product concentrated and sold in Europe has female vibration and B17 sold in Mexico has male vibration. So when you need the Mexican type go to Mexico. Otherwise, go to Europe to obtain the right remedy.

When you go to Mexico be sure to leave, not to park your car in front of the pharmacy, you might be awakened from your dreams as the Border Patrol is looking for your license plate number and will confiscate your purchase. So you have to buy again and again until you catch up with the cat and mouse game. As you make it at home yourself it is balanced and the body will pick up what Is needed.

B12 is needed and it is

estimated that 2000 mcg is needed just to replace the enormous breakdown of this vitamin alone.

Zinc piccolonate is the only zinc a cancer case can promptly utilize. If you combine it with vitamin C and take it together, the tremendous take of building health can be obtained easier.

The power of positive thinking is needed but it is not that positive thoughts alone but has the power of creative thought. Thought is creative when it is released. You can say put creativity into your thoughts.

Food combining – A thought, a positive thought held only in the mind can only affect the mind. This thought is not creative. Behind positive thinking, as it is taught must be creative thinking.

#61 – Endurance

Matthew 24:13, Hebrews 6:19, Luke 21:19

By your endurance, you will gain your lives. What a word of Christ. What is endurance I was asked? Endurance is fi you keep up the walking towards the goal of your life, even so, no one helps you, no one sees your goal and difficulties unfold on your road but you go on and overcome things and you sacrifice your very self for that goal.

That is what Christ means by your endurance, you will gain life.

Endurance takes vision.

We have to realize that we have a goad, which is a vision

We have to realize that this goal is un unformed substance, something to be manifested in the future.

We realize that this unformed thought form, I call it thought substance, has to take form and we have to be willing to help to bring this thought-form into manifestation.

In vision is power.

But vision needs endurance. Vision alone will not do it, it is the endeavor. We stay with this vision in order to keep up forming this vision no matter what happens. We need endurance. We do not have to be stubborn but we have to be consistent.

One day Ferral Howard (I called him Mountain Goat) invited us to go with him to a mine to talk to the spirit of the mountain. Ferral said every mountain has a spirit and it is worth (?) to sit and be in the mountain spirit’s vibration. The entrance to the cave was covered with sticky bushes. Ferral made a path through it then there were boulders on the road, deep puddles, dripping water, but he urged me to go on. On top was a small opening so we could squeeze through to land on the other side.

There I quit, but Ferrel climbed over the heaps of stones to disappear into the darkness below.

One hour or more passed when he returned. He had met the spirit of the mountain and his eyes dancing with joy. He hardly could keep from telling over and over, “you missed something, you missed something”. Of course I missed, I had no vision, no endurance, no faith.

Weeks later, I asked him to go with me, but the tunnel was closed, more mountain rocks had fallen and we could not pass. I missed it totally. So it is with our lives, pretty bumpy sometimes. Lots of stones on the road. We endure sickness, anxiety, embarrassment, rejection, loneliness, betrayal.

The worst hindrance is spiritual destruction. There moves in Lucifer, he said. Isaiah 14. I will exalt my throne above the stars of God. I will be like the ___________

_____________.

The tool (?) Lucifer, the fallen angel uses us to discredit the word of God, the word of Jesus. The tools are also our own senses, abusing your body, bad thoughts, demonic cults, faith is lost. Don’t give up. These are stones to overcome.

The story goes from the first settles in Colorado. They were strong people dedicated to a goal. One settler was met by a grizzly bear. So fierce, so formidable that the man fell to his knees and cried out. Lord, I ain’t never asked for yer help and I ain’t going to now. But fer pity’s sake, Lord, please don’t help that bear!

We are lonely or we are in pain, or someone we love is suffering. We ask Jesus, Our Lord is there a mistake? Is there a misunderstanding? Give us an answer, o Lord and in the silence that follows, we will see through the eyes of faith that endurance has won. Take heed that you are not going astray. Jesus said, “By your endurance, you will gain your lives and you will never go astray.”

#61 – Angels of Healing - Mark 1-31

Jesus entered the house of Simon and Andrew. Simon’s mother-in-law lay sick with a fever. At that time “fever” meant something serious. Not only a rise in temperature but also the presence of dark forces. A demonic presence in a woman or a man, a child, or teenager. And no one touched a person with fever. They said you are unloyal to God and entity possessed, we will not touch you.

To Heal your People

Angels of healing, be with us today (written 15 times on paper)

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Angels of healing, be with us today.

But Jesus came and took her by the hand and lifted her up and the fever left her and then the gospel said she served Him.

Mark 1-31 Why is this story so remarkable? In the time of Christ, it was impossible to stretch out the hand. They had the different classes and no one could touch, help, or uplift someone of a different class. Just as you find it in India. But Jesus touched them, rich and poor, prominent or beggars and outcasts. In our society and the establishments of healing – doctor, hospital, sick room – there is no place to use the hand. No one will place the hand on the forehead of your child having a fever, no one will hold your hands when in agony. They come with the syringe, the x-ray, an instrument to touch your body. In no way a human hand. Hands are outmoded in healing. The hand is the most fabulous instrument God has made. It is connected with the pineal gland. It has electromagnetic outlets – positive, negative, and neutral.

Therefore, God has created your hand that His divine power can be applied to your fellow man and this earth now is in trouble.

In Arizona, lived a physician whom I consulted for my daughter. This gentleman had only a thumb on the right hand. The first time I saw this the light of this thumb was one foot long, like a sword. The second time I made the trip, I took a boy long who was a cripple, 9 years old, a lunatic screaming that the taxicab driver ran as fast as he could and dumped us ½ block in the back of the clinic. But as always, God provides and there was a wheelbarrow sitting idle. I packed the screaming boy into it and went this way into the clinic. Everyone left, the patients, the nurses, the desk lady and I was all alone. Here came this physician with his thumb, he touched something on the roof off the mouth and the boy stopped screaming. What a blessing a hand can have.

I agree with the verse. Isn’t it wonderful that from time to time, the best of us reach out and touch the rest of us?

A sensitive woman called Marcia reported the following story – They had taken grandma to a nursing home. Her large crippled boy could not be cared for any longer at home. Here she lay. Grandma always so active, her hands once pealed heaps of potatoes, served fried chicken, kneaded bread, gathered eggs, and patched overalls. Now, these hands lay motionless. I had my hands in my pocket Marcia said and I did not know what to do. Several days later, I went to a physician for routine treatment. My 4-year-old stood wide-mouthed in fear and concern as we waited. Then he took my hand and held it quietly in both of his. Then I knew what to do next time I saw Grandma.

#62 - Memorial Day #2

It is Memorial Day. Our thoughts go back to our beloved ones. It is so good thoughts we think back and send loving thoughts to those that stepped behind the veils to a new experience. There is no death, Christ emphasizes it over and over. It is only a change. A little girl was stricken with leukemia and died. The minister said these touching goodbye words. And Jesus walked thru the garden of souls. It was full of wonderful flavors. He stopped at one little pink one and said. This little soul-flower does not do well, let us tend her especially. And the angels came and gave extra attention to this little soul child. But it did not take nourishment. When Jesus walked the garden again, He took the little soul in His loving arms and brought it to heaven. This is the attitude we have to have. Amen.

#63 - Mark 14-24

This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many. Jesus said these words on the evening of his execution. The Savior stands accused before Pontius Pilate. The question was thrown at Jesus. Are you the King of the Jews? Jesus said, “My kingdom is not of this world,” How can Jesus say that because He was from the house of David, which was not Jewish. Truly I repeat His kingdom was not from this world. Jesus, the Christ, was king of another world. He was chosen from the 7 lords of this our Universal System. He was chosen to bring this, His world to us. His teaching is totally different from the secret teaching as old as India, Israel, and Japan. The main interest in all old religions is the person itself. I want to go to heaven in all these old religions. And Christ said, “for this, I came to bear witness to the truth.”

There was a baby near in a cave who meditated and hungered and hardly moved. There came a little mouse and started to nibble on his sandals. Go away, the meditator screamed. I am with God and I am holy. Well, said the mouse, is that so, why then don’t you give me a bit of your sandals. You don’t need them anyway. You don’t even walk.

It is reported that in this interrogation, Jesus said, “Everyone who is of the truth hears My voice. There Pilate asked, “what is truth?” If we are “people of the truth”, people who hear the voice of Jesus, “what does truth mean to us?”

It means standing at the foot of the cross and asking the Lord to guide us through life’s pilgrimage.

It means standing at the foot of the cross and peeling off the layers of self-centeredness, ego, and pride that is crushing and hardening our souls.

Truth means to us standing at the foot of the cross and embracing the Christ spirit. Truth means to us replacing the ingrained Spirit of Human Exploitation with the spirit of loving service.

Jesus said, “Everyone who is of this truth hears My voice.” Do we want to hear answers from our angels, from Jesus, from God, or do we want to hear our own echo?

Jesus came not to get men and women into heaven. He came that heaven will come to women and men. Jesus came not to get women and men out of hell, he came to get hell out of men and women.

There is an ancient legend in which a young man was accused of murder and was brought before the king. The young man protested his innocence but after hearing the testimonies of witnesses, the king pronounced the death sentence. After the sentence was carried out, it was discovered that the witnesses were mistaken. The young man was innocent. This disturbed the king very much. He asked a wise man to talk to him. The king said, “How could I have known that this man was innocent? The wise man answered, "If just once you had come down from your throne and came close to the man and looked deep into his eyes, you would have known."

Our Lord almighty calls on us regularly. He tells us to put down our hymnals, to come out from the pews, to get off our knees, get to the feet and look deep into the eyes of our brothers and sisters in need. Then minister to them in the spirit of Christ. Then, our Lord will answer and you know the answer to Pilate’s question. Truth, what does it mean? Come to me.

One of Denmark’s leading sculptors had a burning ambition to make the nicest statue of Christ ever known.

He made it first in clay, a triumphant figure. The head was thrown back, the arms upward in great majesty. This is my masterpiece he declared. In Denmark, it is foggy and moist. The windows were open and the moisture settled on the clay figure and affected the shape of the mold.

The droplet of moisture that had formed on the clay created the illusion of bleeding. The arm had drooped, the facial expression had transformed into compassion. His hands were dropped into an attitude of welcoming. The artist saw that this image of Christ was truer than his creation and he wrote underneath “Come Unto Me”.

#64 - John 10:10 Let God in

Jesus said, “I have come so that they may have life and have it to the full Life is like that – We get to a point where we feel imprisoned by our fears and anxieties. We feel walled in and we desperately seek a way out. We try one escape after another and we get nowhere.

Here I remind you that Jesus talked about the bread and said this is my life. What does He mean? He means this is my teaching, this is my work. I am coming from another dimensional area and I bring you bread that will sustain you in all your fears. Jesus said, “I bring to you the key to freedom of all fears. Trust in me. If you want to change your fearful, your empty spirit, you need only one person, Jesus, the Christ.

The beauty of it is that it does not have to be a long and tedious process. If you really want to be changed, you can do it now. The gift of life and wholeness of life is here for you to accept now.

#65 - Psalm 120

I lift up my eyes to the hills. From whence comes my help. My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth. Sometimes, things are going so badly for us that we are paralyzed and cannot find a solution. We want to get out of the situation but we fail. There is always that solution, lift up your eyes toward the hills, another Psalmist wrote. In my distress, I cry to the Lord, that He may answer me. Remember in doing so, prayer is not a dreary commodity, it is expansive.

We cannot shuffle all responsibility to a higher hierarchy, no way. We are asking what we can do to remove distress. We have to learn to cooperate with the will of God.

A little girl had a prayer. Her brother had been trying to catch squirrels and rabbits. She tearfully asked him not to do it, but when it got dark, she said, “I will talk to Jesus”.

It does not cause anything to pray for the poor but with it comes the responsibility to do something for the poor.

We pray God, give us this day our daily bread. We do not mean the physical bread alone but the spiritual bread also.

Dear Lord, I know there is much to do, please teach me that I will not try to do the job alone in the ministry of loving service to others.

#66 – Rejoice with Me

Story of last week. Rejoice with me. Jesus tells us the story of the last coin. In older times, a coin was called drachma. A poor woman had 17 drachmas which she had mounted on her headdress. A drachma is in our time 18 cents, which was the pay for 1 shepherd for 1 day. It was the fashion to wear these drachmas on the head. And one of these imported ______________ _____________. Last she took the brook and swept _________. All at once, she heard the tingling under the broom, and here it was.

And Jesus _________ it with a soul that was lost and He rejoices so much.

After telling this parable, Jesus said there is joy before God for everyone that found the way. We have another illustration. The last coin. You put 25 cents in the payphone, dial and nothing happens, an automatic speaker says put 25 cents in and He put it in and a human voice answered. The man complained about the 25 cents lost. Oh sure, we will return it, give me your name and address. Out of thinking, the man pushed the coin return and the machine spilled.

#67 – Who is My Neighbor? Luke 10-29

And who is my neighbor, an old saying says. Life is full of surprises. It does not have to be an old saying. Dear ones, it is now. Life is full of surprises. Going back to the time of Jesus, a whole generation was living on a philosophy of vengeance.

An eye for an eye

A tooth for a tooth

A life for a life

And Jesus told them to turn the other cheek. He told them to forgive your enemies. Pray for them. What a surprise.

An expert in religious law approaches Jesus. He asked, “Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?” And Jesus replies, “The law is written, and says, you shall love God with all your heart, with all your soul, your strength, your mind, and your neighbors as yourself. And Jesus added, “Do this and you will inherit eternal life. And how about the neighbor?”, the lawyer asked. And Jesus told him the story of the Samaritan.

There was a road going from Jericho to Jerusalem. A traveler was mugged by robbers. They beat him, stripped him, and left him lying there bleeding half dead. A priest past by and the man in distress and goes on. A priest’s assistant called Levite passed by, sees the man in distress, and walks right by. Then a Samaritan comes along. These were regarded as heretic and semi pagans, outcasts, enemies.

But this Samaritan had compassion. He gives the man in distress first aid and takes him to the inn and gives money for his continued care. With this story, Jesus demonstrates, who is my neighbor? Which is a wrong question. The right question is, To whom must I be a neighbor? The answer is Jews must be a neighbor to a person in need, regardless of social standing, race, or religion. To any person in need, even to whom I categorized as an enemy. What a surprise!

This is one of Jesus’s best-known teachings. Nevertheless, it takes us by surprise, it shocks us. Am I really expected to lend a helping hand to that hateful, spiteful person no one likes? Unbelievable!

Am I really expected to treat all other person’s in a way that demonstrates my unshakable belief in God?

That God loves each and every one. Unbelievable!

Story – The former pastor in New York told us the following story…

There was a woman who dislikes the preacher immensely and told all finds of foul stuff. One day, however, she called and asked him to come for help. The door was locked yet he heard a loud sound inside. He knelt down and looked through the keyhole and there were her eyes staring at him.

The woman said, “This is the first time we have to see eye to eye. Yes, said the preacher and we had to go on our knees to do so. Most of us do not see eye to eye.

Vengeance should not reside in our hearts. Hate and fear should not be ours, according to Jesus.

Caring, sharing, neighborhood are the ways to a better world, the ways to peace in heart and soul.

#68 - Fundamentals in Healing

Every person has healing power for himself as well as for others. This book will teach us how to use these powers. The powers I am speaking about are laws, definitely laws from the universe, and throughout the universe.

It is important to realize and know which glands are particularly important for fundamental healing. Let us look at the pineal gland. The pineal gland is in the head of man arising as an outgrowth of the roof of the 3rd ventricle of the brain. Or say it in the following way. It is found behind the ears and almost in the exact center of the brain.

If you would draw a line from the center of the eyebrows to the back center of the brain, that’s where you find the pineal gland. The pineal gland is one of the endocrine glands. It is small in size, about the size of an English pea. The pineal gland is also called the third eye. Also, called the 3rd eye is of extreme importance for our physical and spiritual health. Around the base of this gland, certain clinical substances are found – calcium, phosphorus, and tiny crystals of osmium. Osmium is very important and naturally found in the skin of an apple. Sometimes, you hear about brain stem, that is the trouble, brain sand. These elements are very important because it is through the vibration of these 3 elements that human power comes into being.

These three elements give you the power of memory, they give you concentration, they increase your will power. The actual seat of your mind is in this gland. So we could call it the mind power gland. This knowledge was just recently found. Even so, teaching in the East has known about it for a long time. There are 2 tiny physical channels that connect the base of the pituitary with the pineal gland.

They run a band along one of those channels. The experiences that you pass through, that you receive, through your senses, are transmitted to your subconscious mind along with other channels.

Chelation with chestnut, aloe vera

Chestnut in drops

Osmium, calcium, phosphorus

This is the physical aspect of the pineal gland. The spiritual aspect is that this gland is the door of the highest vibration of God coming through you. The pineal gland is the door Jesus speaks of “I stand at the door”…

To keep this pineal gland open and functioning, several methods can be used –

Open with crystal

Open with Pineal Vibropathic, 15 drops, 3 times per day

Open by sound.

This is a special drum with the low note G

This particular method not only opens the pineal gland, it also gathers all spiritual vibration and blends them together to one great harmony of the entire body.

Show how to open the pineal gland with crystals.

Power of Magnetic Healing

Your body is magnetic in fact your body is a magnet. The right side of your body is positive, the left side is negative, the upper part is positive, the lower part is negative, the right hand is positive, the left hand is negative.

There are several healing forces inherent in the individual body. It is a known fact that the human body has the power to rebuild, revitalize, and rejuvenate the cells, and the tissue of the human body after an injury, sickness, or illness.

Science made terrific discoveries with respect to finding the healing powers of the body. They say one of the healing powers of the body is the micro genetic rays. These are rays, which appear for the first time in the brain. Scientist’s found that when the frontal lobes of the brain are closer together, more of the micro genetic rays are released.

Whatever this micro genetic ray relates to it seems to have 2 polarities, similar to magnetism, which also is bipolar. Universities abroad as well as the finding, support the knowledge of micro genetic energy. Cornell University was very active in these findings and added – The body has 2 polarities. The right side is the positive vibration. The left side is the negative vibration. They found that emanations from either right hand or right eye can destroy the microorganism, as in viral manifestations throughout the body.

It is important that the willpower directs these micro genetic radiations and it is done through the right hand or right eye. That means if someone is coming down with the flu or other microorganism, you stand in front of the afflicted person and demand that these organisms go back, return and the person may be healed.

In your daily life, it ends up like this. During the night you feel a cold coming up. Stand in front of your mirror. Close your left eye. Stare with the right eye in the open eye in the mirror. Give the word of your mind as: Go back, you illness, be dissolved you organism, be gone in Jesus' name, and it is gone.

Your child wakes up during the night, coughing, crying. Tend to her/his needs tenderly, then with your right eye, look in his right eye and ask the person to be healed. The next morning everything is good.

When anger is not released it turns into resentment. The spiritual cause of cancer is resentment. So if you can arouse a person having cancer to anger, ________ then situation, anger about anything. You surely have made a great step to his recovery. Anger, fear, and a sudden shock closes the pineal gland shut. The pineal gland is the door to the next dimension, to the holy ________ to God, scientists say. The micro genetic ___- has no entrances.

In ancient wisdom, it was taught that there is a certain force which is drawn and or manifests inside the head of a man. They called it Odic force. The odic force was considered the brain cell sensitizer. They taught that this particular energy penetrates every cell in the brain. From there, this force impresses every cell in the body. This force is the carrier of recorded ____________ never to be destroyed as long as the body exists. The odic force is not distributed all over the brain. It has a seat, a special place, a cave so to speak. It is best demonstrated by looking from above our skull you notice…

Diagram here.

#69 - Essence

This man receiving sinner and eats with them. At the time of Jesus, there were 3 religious groups working against each other.

The Pharisees, the scribes, and the Essence (Essene). The first 2 disliked the Essence and they were very strict in their expression and output of their religious actions. They were the ones who did not help an Essence or anyone outside their religion.

During World War II, we experienced the same. Priests and nuns walked about asking, “do you belong to the catholic faith and they walked on when the dying was of another faith, even so, he asked for prayer.

What we have to overcome is the prejudice. I am better than thou. My religion is better than yours. One famous comedian told the following story. He grew up in a tough neighborhood. At 16 he ran away from home.

His father wrote him a note, Don’t return home and all will be forgotten. It is the contrary with the last (lost?) son in the bible. The father embraced him and made him feel welcome.

#70 - Divine Healing

Holy Grail (?) is the principle of Divine Truth. The very first principle of Divine Healing is self harmonization. Each person desiring to attune himself and to be healed must attune themselves with the Infinite Spirit of Christ Healing must create a mental condition of harmony with themselves. Diving healing beings in ourselves. The Healer will transmute the power of attunement to one who is in harmony, in thought, mind, and consciousness that real healing can take place.

Thoughtforms settle in one of the endocrine glands. Thoughtforms of illness have to be controlled or they settle in the endocrine system. For example, in cases of arthritis, the thought-form settles in the parathyroid. The crystallization of calcium, chemicals, or metals settles in there.

The negative state of mind is the entrance of dark forces. Fear is a particularly strong negative power to manifest. The antidote to fear is faith. Faith that is consciousness that the power of Christ is transmitted to you, and creates a condition of health. Transmute the body and transcend the condition of disease and create the condition of health.

This is the reason people are taught, if you want health, healthy old age, __________ illness, eliminate from your consciousness hatred, fear, and anger from your mind, because if you do so you create a condition of inharmony.

The Divine Power of Healing flows only in harmonious conditions. It only heals in a happy surrounding.

I confer a kingdom to you just as my Father conferred one to me.

What a word, what a gift, what a responsibility!

There was a woman. She did not believe in any higher power. When she died she ordered a huge granite slab over her grave so as she said no power can disturb her around the slab of granite. Some oak seeds and other seeds gathered around the grave. Soon it was not seen any longer. Slowly, slowly the oak seeds grew. Its powerful roots split the granite and there was light and life around this grave. God had won in spite of the long waiting.

#71 - Mark 10:52

And immediately he received his sight and followed Him on the way. There was a boy born blind.

Operation. We have to call out loudly Jesus, have mercy on us as the mand did in the bible. Master, let me receive my sight and Jesus will answer, go your way. Your faith has made you whole. And immediately he received his sight and followed Him all the way.

When our 3rd eye is opened by the grace of God. When we see not through a glass darkness but see this world in a new light. Then comes the question, "Will we follow Jesus immediately, or will we fall back into darkness?"

Jesus, son of David, have mercy on us. Master, open our eyes of faith. Open our eyes to the beauty of this earth. Open our eyes so we may see the new life you are offering to us. Master, open our eyes of faith so we may see and experience the miracles of your divine presence in our lives and in the lives of others.

Master, open our eyes of faith so that we see more clearly as we follow you in your ministry of loving service.

As we follow your ministry of healing. Healing is not only physical. Healing is spiritual. It is through love that you can heal us.